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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
403
A week ago, on September 14th, user named Freedomm has finally escaped her suffering and caught the buss.
Her method was SN and her protocol consisted of: 12 mg of Ondansetron 1.5 hours before SN intake, 4 Maalox pills 30 mins before SN, then 25 grams of SN.

Here's a quick report of her sides:
4:25 AM - took 25g of SN, heart is pounding very hard from the anxiety and weird stomach sensation, but no pain or serious discomfort.
4.30 AM - throat slightly burns and unpleasant burps are coming
4.32 AM - hearth rate is 160 bpm, no panic, swallowing feels unpleasant and weird
4:34 AM - feeling weaker, stomach is getting upset, feeling nauseous
4:36 AM - hot flashes, but still nothing really painful or unbearable

After that she left the chat and never logged in again either on SS or Telegram. I strongly believe that attempt was successful and she is finally in a better place now. Overall it sounds really similar to Jellyfish42's experience, which was pretty peaceful. Both effects and time, at which they occurred match almost identically.

Posting her story was consented with her, she actually wanted people to know how it went.
She is extremely grateful for this website and to all of you and she loves y'all! :heart:

If mods need any proves to delete her account, I can provide it in PM.
 
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DaytonaBeach

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Apr 19, 2025
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That´s interesting to see since i´m also planning to ctb on SN
 
ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
403
That´s interesting to see since i´m also planning to ctb on SN
There's gonna be another SN report soon. I'm talking to a person who took it rn.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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There's gonna be another SN report soon. I'm talking to a person who took it rn.
Hope they are finding a smooth journey and you are doing okay while you are with them. Are you going to be ther reporter?
 
ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
403
Hope they are finding a smooth journey and you are doing okay while you are with them. Are you going to be ther reporter?
It was peaceful. And yes, I will post the full report tomorrow.
 
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aditya_garg

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Sep 26, 2024
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Is it necessary to take antacid if yes then which one
 
starboy2k

starboy2k

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May 21, 2025
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Is it necessary to take antacid if yes then which one
If anything it would be necessary to take an benzo or an antiemetic if you have it. Antacid isn't needed that much for this.
 
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aditya_garg

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Sep 26, 2024
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If anything it would be necessary to take an benzo or an antiemetic if you have it. Antacid isn't needed that much for this.
Thanks i have both of it also olanzapine and hydroxyzine for extra sedation and lowering SI
 
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Hi, before this goes any further, can we avoid turning this post into a discussion about protocol in terms of what to take and not what to take when there are plenty of resources on the forum.
 
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atlanticus0_0

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Oct 3, 2025
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pain is scary but that sounds like mostly tolerable
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
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Thank you again for your effort and wish her peace ❤️
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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Thank you for sharing this story with us. Rest in peace🕯️
 
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Naetoh

Naetoh

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Thanks for this report. Can I ask how you're communicating with these people in their final hours?
 
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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

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403
Thanks for this report. Can I ask how you're communicating with these people in their final hours?
We're in the same chat on TG
 
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