Also, the older you get, more loved people die. First grandparents, then parents, uncles and aunts, then close friends, wife/husband. This terrifies me.
Yes! for example I cannot see more my grands. And I am seeing how my mom gets older day after day. She was a very active woman and very beautiful (she was model when she was young). Now I see at her and I almost cannot recognize her: low energy, not as beautiful as some years ago, etc...
I think for that reason I studied medicine and I spent several years reading all the possible information about aging. I have hundreds of books about health and have done some experiments with bioelectromagnetics trying to slow the aging process. I know I'm a little bit crazy. But aging scares me.
I'm 37 and to be honest, me being a vain bitch, I'm just worried about LOOKING old.
If you're 100 and look like when 25 and you have all your loved ones... no problem! I think that would be even better!
The problem is the physical deterioration and loosing your loved ones.
Aah the joke called aging , even when i was in a good state I worried about aging ,
I have no problem with death but deteriorating and losing your health is miserable,
I can live 90 years if my body doesn't change beyond 27 but no you have to suffer ,
Fuck this life.
It would be ok if life would be like in the In Time film. No one get older than 25... people with 100 looks like 25. And people death when they want. That would be awesome. It's hard to see your loved ones going worse physically speaking.
Some years ago I was obssesed with aging process and I read a lot in the russian literature. It seems some people invented devices to reverse aging, but that technology is not publicly available. The theory I ended with is that living beings have like a magnetic field. When that magnetic field loss frequencies, you get older. But you can expose biological entities to that magnetic field and it seems the body can recharge itself!
I have an old book in french language when you see a belorussian inventor exposing an old woman to an electric device and it's awesome to see how wrinkles start dissapearing from the skin, hair getting colour again, etc... the book is from 1920s!