CTB as an act of heroism/courage

[absolomonisgone]

The mainstream accepted belief is that CTB is an act of cowardice. However, anyone who has ever contemplated CTB knows that it takes a lot of courage and soul searching to reconcile oneself with the fact of finally killing yourself. For most people, I believe (I could be wrong- but drawing from my personal experience) it takes a lot of research to try to find confirmatory arguments of why you should CTB. Of course, we always know, somehow in the back of our minds, some of us were never meant for this life--- risking appearing better than other people who are ok in accepting that they were meant for this world---.
If you decide to kill yourself, everything and everyone will be against the idea---, they will even diagnose you as having a shortcoming of sorts, and make up all types of reasons why you need help and they will shame you and take away any dignity, justification or reason for wanting to CTB.
Well, the post is disorganized, but, it boils down to if you can get over all that and still CTB, you must have a lot of guts/courage/heroism in you.

 

[The anhedonic one]

It takes a massive pair of steel testicles to put yourself out of your misery.
Anyone who says different is a fucktard .

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I fully agree with you. People who CTB are so courageous to finally do it. I personally envy and admire the ones who left this world already. That needs a lot of will power to end ones suffering. I also would say that making the decision to CTB and preparing the chosen method needs some seriousness and will to do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It doesn't really interest me if other people hold anti-suicide beliefs, it's absurd to be anti-suicide when we are all just waiting around to die anyway, the reality is that wanting to die will always be perfectly logical in this horrible world that is filled with endless suffering. And those who manage to go through with ctb in this world where it's so difficult to die certainly are so incredibly courageous, I admire those in particular who succeed in methods like jumping and hanging as those methods scare me.

 

[absolomonisgone]

It doesn't really interest me if other people hold anti-suicide beliefs, it's absurd to be anti-suicide when we are all just waiting around to die anyway, the reality is that wanting to die will always be perfectly logical in this horrible world that is filled with endless suffering. And those who manage to go through with ctb in this world where it's so difficult to die certainly are so incredibly courageous, I admire those in particular who succeed in methods like jumping and hanging as those methods scare me.

What is scary about hanging? It's my preferred method and according to reliable sources, it takes only 6 seconds to lose consciousness.

 

[FuneralCry]

What is scary about hanging? It's my preferred method and according to reliable sources, it takes only 6 seconds to lose consciousness.

I would fear it failing, that's what scares me.

 

[absolomonisgone]

I would fear it failing, that's what scares me.

Full drop hanging never fails. It only takes 6 seconds. And in less than 6 minutes you are brain dead.
So, failing is out of the question unless somebody finds you within 6 minutes.

 

[absolomonisgone]

No risk whatsoever?

None whatsoever. Prolifers, government, society, corporates, academia, etc don't want you to know that it's so easy to check out.

 

[absolomonisgone]

I hate to be that guy, but do you have a reliable source for

I hate to be that guy, but do you have a reliable source for that?

Try this for starters before they find it and pull it down. https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&sou...wQFnoECCUQAQ&usg=AOvVaw3wb1-ChXYu-632RtSlEpUb

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

im jealous of the ones that have the balls to do it, im a massive pussy