I remember there was this famous girl who CTBed by train in Russia I think. She went viral just because she is a pretty young lady, and I am jealous of her. I want people to look at me after I CTB and say poor girl she was so pretty. I want to be so pretty that people will care about my CTB. I want to get attention and love but I guess that doesn't matter cause I won't know if the attempt was successful anyway. I want people to look at me and say don't CTB you are so pretty and not say other boring pro-life bullshit.
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On May 1, 1947, Evelyn McHale jumped from the Empire State Building and landed almost completely intact on the hood of a car. However, her body was liquified in the process - when first responders went to pull her off the car, she fell apart in their hands.
if that's real then she looks so pretty.This picture is called "the most beautiful suicide".
On May 1, 1947, Evelyn McHale jumped from the Empire State Building and landed almost completely intact on the hood of a car. However, her body was liquified in the process - when first responders went to pull her off the car, she fell apart in their hands.
VoidDesirer22
A dream inside a locked room
- Sep 6, 2021
- 673
Why does it matter. The void does not discriminate. It returns us all back to the eternal peace we were snatched away from.
Yeah I know it doesn't matter after all but I guess I just want to feel important which is stupid cause I know I'm not important but it's nice to fantasize about being loved and wanted.
LastFlowers
the haru that can read
- Apr 27, 2019
- 2,170
Ethereal Knight
Seja um bom soldado, morra onde vocĂŞ caiu.
- Jan 10, 2022
- 816
but even if I was beautiful, there are millions of other beautiful people out there. being beautiful doesn't necessarily make one important. many people may want to bang you (before or after the CTB) but that's their selfishness and instincts into play, not necessarily because they care about you. we are to know the difference between love and just lust.
plus people are going to forget me fairly quickly.
if you knew how quick they forget you, maybe you wouldn't care about what they think. it's temporary.Last edited:
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 46,930
The way I see it, it does not matter how others react after your death as you will not be there to see it. We will all die eventually and be forgotten and that is just the way life is. Everything is meaningless after all.its silly to care about such things. itll be fine once youre in the void hihi
orange
Experienced
- Nov 19, 2021
- 243
Her tights came off her feet?? How does that happenThis picture is called "the most beautiful suicide in the world".
On May 1, 1947, Evelyn McHale jumped from the Empire State Building and landed almost completely intact on the hood of a car. However, her body was liquified in the process - when first responders went to pull her off the car, she fell apart in their hands.
Personally SN poisoning leaves behind quite ugly corpses so it's whatever.
sad_gurl_thoughts
Member
- Feb 8, 2022
- 44
People react to what society and culture identify as beautiful at baseline. This is why white women get more press when they're murdered than women of color. They are deemed more worthy in the eye of the mainstream media. It's messed up but true.
When this happens around suicide it really just romanticizes the notion of CTB. No judgement but that's what it does. I think about the beauty queen who recently jumped to her death in NYC as a good example. It's a haunting story for people because she was so beautiful, successful, etc. so it's getting a lot of play on social media, the news, etc. There's a perverse fascination when beauty and death collide.
But once you're gone it doesn't matter if anyone is talking about you. You'd never know anyways.
If anything, to me, seeing a "beautiful" person ctb only makes me realize how much pain we all secretly go through. Here you have this "beautiful" person that presumably has everything along with looks, yet they were secretly hurting just as bad as someone thats not "beautiful."
I think it's the shock factor most people have because to them it's a sideswipe, a real curveball. Beauty is attributed to having a good life, great relationships, wealth, etc. That person may only look beautiful because it's a facade to make people think that everything in their life is ok, when it's not.
In the end, whether beautiful/attractive or not, we all suffer. Some in more silence than others.
Sorry, may have rambled a bit haha. Not sure if any of that makes sense, still jacked up on pre-workout.
orange
Experienced
- Nov 19, 2021
- 243
I mean, it would help a little but you definitely aren't goona look like the girl in the pic. whatever makes u feel comfortable thoSimilar threads
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