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PAQUITOELCHOCOLATER

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Jul 6, 2025
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If I haven't asked to be born and I'm being tortured in life with illness and suffering, whose crazy idea is it that I should also go to hell for ctb ? Isn't the torture I've paid in life enough? Is God going to keep torturing me afterwards?"
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
This was not God which was torturing you during your life.
God is a person, he reacts to how you adress him and how you speak to him however he wants to.
He also has a specific name and character.
 
Drogon

Drogon

Lost And Gone Forever
Aug 16, 2025
124
I don't know what I worry about more . Devastating my family or answering my action to God
 
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Student
Feb 11, 2025
151
This was not God which was torturing you during your life.
God is a person, he reacts to how you adress him and how you speak to him however he wants to.
He also has a specific name and character.
May I please get to know God's specific name ...
 
telekon

telekon

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2025
404
If I haven't asked to be born and I'm being tortured in life with illness and suffering, whose crazy idea is it that I should also go to hell for ctb ? Isn't the torture I've paid in life enough? Is God going to keep torturing me afterwards?"
what country do you live in? sometimes doctors give euthanasia if the illness and suffering is bad.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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As someone who was pronounced dead before I can tell you with certainty that you don't have to worry about god.
 
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Still here

Student
Feb 11, 2025
151
This was not God which was torturing you during your life.
God is a person, he reacts to how you adress him and how you speak to him however he wants to.
He also has a specific name and character.
May I please get to know God's specific name
The name of God is Jesus Christ.
I think I might have been mislead I grew up knowing God's personal name is Jehovah...didn't know it's Jesus Christ,thanks for the enlightenment...
 
PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
I was religious before but I became an atheist 5 years ago.

Reading into philosophy and watching so many debates convinced me that there isn't any evidence that God exist, at least from an epistemological point of view.
 
popping_candy

popping_candy

Planning for the future
Sep 9, 2025
39
My partner asked me if God is real and he asks me why I came to him early instead of staying to help other people, what would I have to say? I don't believe in God and neither does he that much but it was an interesting response that wasn't just "CTB bad".

I think if you do believe and have helped people in your life in the ways that were available to you, that's all a loving god should care about.

I'm going to help in the ways that I can while it is not exhausting for me, and for me that's a reasonable prerequisite. It's my hope that connecting with people here is one way that counts as helping too.
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
I believe God exists to be loved by humans, not the other way around.
 

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