nozomu
Global Mod // will i wiN my recovery arc
- Nov 28, 2022
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I've been taking benzos less in case I have to ctb soon, but I have read so many mixed accounts of what benzo use can do for N.
If I had to take it I'd want to use it before I ctb so I'm less inconsolable.... Every time I've come close to my attempts recently I've been so upset that I can't even keep my empty stomach acid down. Like I'm just crying so much that I can't even fathom swallowing something. So I'd hope to be able to take a small dose of benzos as part of my CTB protocol so I'm not panicking, probably when I start metoclopramide.
Does anyone know if benzo use before N can affect its lethality? All I know about this is that benzos and barbs use some of the same receptors in the brain.
If I had to take it I'd want to use it before I ctb so I'm less inconsolable.... Every time I've come close to my attempts recently I've been so upset that I can't even keep my empty stomach acid down. Like I'm just crying so much that I can't even fathom swallowing something. So I'd hope to be able to take a small dose of benzos as part of my CTB protocol so I'm not panicking, probably when I start metoclopramide.
Does anyone know if benzo use before N can affect its lethality? All I know about this is that benzos and barbs use some of the same receptors in the brain.