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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
433
It blows my mind in months to come I'll be dead… no traces of me left behind. I'll be free from this world, moving on to another place… a place that will hopefully be filled with less pain, less abuse, less… evil. I sit here and reflect on my life, realizing I was just used and discarded all of it. I was never ever truly loved, but I loved everyone. I'm happy I will be released from the flesh that is covering my soul; I'm happy I will evaporate from this cruel society. Suicide is self care… suicide IS self love for me because I will be emptying myself from a place where I tolerated so much mistreatment…. I will finally feel like I am a butterfly instead of just a stagnant caterpillar. I will finally grow my wings and be in a place where love and happiness will be true and not based on conditions… I just can't believe it will eventually happen! I'm not as nervous, not as fearful… I'm so thankful to have the option of dying in peace. Some may wonder why we choose a peaceful option and for me… I chose a peaceful method because my whole life, I've gone without peace. I deserve an exit that will be peaceful… we all do ♥️
 
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takemenowpls

Experienced
Aug 19, 2022
237
Very well worded, I wish you peace no matter what direction you travel.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
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flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
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I was never ever truly loved, but I loved everyone.
That is not exactly true. I do love you and I would stop your suffering in a nanosecond if I had the power. This suffering, we all know what it is. We all hope that it ends. We are the same. May the best of things find you.
 
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theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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Nice way to write your farewell. I hope you have peace in your heart
What method will you use?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,737
You really are lucky having the option of a peaceful exit. N does sound like the best way to leave this world in my opinion. Your feelings of wanting to escape are understandable. Existence is just too cruel and there is so much unnecessary pain in this world. The thought of being dead is certainly comforting. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I'm sorry you have been treated so badly in life. You write beautifully. I hope you find the peace you deserve. 🙏
 
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