livingwishtodie
why ?
- Feb 22, 2024
- 38
I'm craving for severe depression and panic attacks with suicidal thoughts again. Ever since my exam got over I don't know what I'm feeling.
Listening to suicide songs, blood images, sh images isn't working at all now. I don't know if I'm numb or what. I laugh a lot and get angry too much nowadays. Maybe its mania but I'm not sure about my cycle duration.
I have a feeling if depression is going to hit me again in a few days (which happens everytime).
Huh.... I'm so bored of this never-ending depression-numbness-suicidal tendencies-loneliness.
I wonder when I'll actually kms
Listening to suicide songs, blood images, sh images isn't working at all now. I don't know if I'm numb or what. I laugh a lot and get angry too much nowadays. Maybe its mania but I'm not sure about my cycle duration.
I have a feeling if depression is going to hit me again in a few days (which happens everytime).
Huh.... I'm so bored of this never-ending depression-numbness-suicidal tendencies-loneliness.
I wonder when I'll actually kms
