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Arvayn

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Hello, Xi-Xi. It's very good to see you.

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I have the opposite issue, where I need to eat, but struggle to. I starved myself to skin and bones when I was depressed, which made my stomach shrink to nearly nothing. I feel extremely full from eating very little.
That said, I am slowly re-expanding my stomach by including a lot of watery foods in my diet, and drinking a ton of liquid. Yesterday, I was able to eat 3 small sandwiches, instead of the 1 that I could muster a few days ago.
 
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What is numb?

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I'm doing well. I'm waiting for something to happen currently
 
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I feel stupid for worrying someone I didn't want to bother.
But I think I'm okay.

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are u ok xixi?
 
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Today is a good, relaxing day for me... I worked on my TRPG game with my friend a bit.

What is numb?
'Numb' means you don't feel anything. It's like 'neutral', but with a more emotional or sensual connotation.
 
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numb it's like not being able to feel any emotion
what are you waiting for, xi?
 
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are u ok xixi?
Yeah, I'm good.
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Today is a good, relaxing day for me... I worked on my TRPG game with my friend a bit.
Ah, I love TTRPGs. What kind?
what are you waiting for, xi?
I am currently heating up a Sodium Iodine mixture. I've been keeping logs on it, and I'm waiting for it to evaporate so I can take more notes on it. You know, normal boring Saturday stuff.

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Ah, I love TTRPGs. What kind?

I am currently heating up a Sodium Iodine mixture. I've been keeping logs on it, and I'm waiting for it to evaporate so I can take more notes on it. You know, normal boring Saturday stuff.
It's a homebrewed system that my friend and I have been working on for the past 2 years, but it can best be summarized as an open-world adventure sandbox. We don't really like linear campaigns, so we just created our own world and chocked it full with as much content everywhere as humanly possible...

Also, that's very interesting. Chemistry has never been my forte... I had a partner who was very into it, but all that I remembered from her mad ramblings was "Fluorine is the queen of whores, and if you put her with any of her husbands in group 1 she'll explode immediately".
 
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It's a homebrewed system that my friend and I have been working on for the past 2 years, but it can best be summarized as an open-world adventure sandbox. We don't really like linear campaigns, so we just created our own world and chocked it full with as much content everywhere as humanly possible....
Ah, so like open world D&D? That sounds insanely fun. Like a Campaign but you can go anywhere and everywhere.

"Fluorine is the queen of whores, and if you put her with any of her husbands in group 1 she'll explode immediately".
lmao

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Ah, so like open world D&D? That sounds insanely fun. Like a Campaign but you can go anywhere and everywhere.
Yep! We've had people do so many things so far, across the many runs... Some examples off the top of my head:

Some people decided to just become run-of-the-mill heroes.
One woman became an explorer of lost lands and discovered an ancient civilization that was thought to be wiped out. She's now credited in history.
Another girl decided to avoid combat and exploration at all costs, and rise through the social/political ranks of her city in order to establish a monopoly over the fashion industry.
A woman became a biowarfare engineer and created many horrific chemical weapons and diseases; her research eventually culminated in the development of a serum that turns you superhuman.
One guy became a notorious serial killer, and abducted an orphan girl to indoctrinate her into being evil and sadistic like him. He eventually retired, never caught by the police.
Another man became a mystic and discovered an unholy site containing a gateway to the Void; he founded a pseudo-suicidal religious organization based around worshipping nothingness.

...And much, much more...
 

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