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Arvayn

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I'm alright. Reminiscing on the past, as I usually do. Feels like I already lived several lifetimes...
 
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Hi Oncey!
Today is a great day for feeling hatred towards someone other than myself!
What about you?
 
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At least it'll be someone that deserves it.

Me? Numb but steady

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Eh, when I have self-hatred, I deserve it. Mostly. I'm very objective towards myself. Right?
Yep. All of us always think the same... so it must be a delusion... but anyway a strong delusion that we can't go out, so, a reality in itself.

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Yep. All of us always think the same... so it must be a delusion... but anyway a strong delusion that we can't go out, so, a reality in itself.
Haha, right?
But really, it feels good to be able to hate someone/something other than yourself.
 
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I suppose you're right, but, and I know this may sound weird, it's so hard for me to hate anyone, sometimes even myself.

But yes, let yourself alone from your bullying is for sure a good thing

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I suppose you're right, but, and I know this may sound weird, it's so hard for me to hate anyone, sometimes even myself.
The numbness can be part of the reason of not being able to hate, I guess?
It's hard for me to hate on people beside myself, it's not even hating it's....... just disgust and feeling of injustice. better than nothing, I guess.

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I personally do my best to not hate anyone at all, no matter how much it seems like they'd "deserve it". It takes a lot to make me hate someone. I view hatred as a double-edged sword, and also as being a very deceitful thing... Blocking it out also means I've never hated myself, which is nice.
 
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It does take me a lot to hate someone, too. I've just reached my limits, I guess.
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The numbness can be part of the reason of not being able to hate, I guess?
It's hard for me to hate on people beside myself, it's not even hating it's....... just disgust and feeling of injustice. better than nothing, I guess.

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hating people is my favorite
 
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