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[LionsTigersAndBears]

75,230

 

[violetday]

75,231

 

[LionsTigersAndBears]

75,232

 

[violetday]

75,233

 

[LionsTigersAndBears]

75,234

 

[violetday]

75,235

 

[LionsTigersAndBears]

75,236

 

[violetday]

75,237

 

[ClownMe]

75,238

Just sitting back, relaxing and letting you guys do my dirty work.

 

[violetday]

75,239

Lmao

 

[ClownMe]

75,240

 

[violetday]

75,241

I think they left.

 

[ClownMe]

75,242

Lion has gone back to the jungle

God im miserable once again.

 

[violetday]

75,243

Based on my calculations this game averages 18000 in the plus a year and so at that rate we won't hit 100,000 for another 1 year and 3 months

I'm so sorry. Anything got you down or just everything in general?

 

[ClownMe]

75,244

I remember when I first started playing this it was mid-late 2021 and it was only around the early 30k's so we've made a lot of progress in the last 18 months or so.

Im just down in general. Just hate the world lol. A bit random but ive thought about making a youtube channel about antinatalism. I thought it'd be interesting to interview antinatalist australians.

 

[violetday]

75,245

Very true. There are also more people counting up than earlier days.

You should do it! Humans really are parasites to the world. All we do is destroy it.

 

[ClownMe]

75,246

Yeah. I'd just need to work out a microphone and that stuff.

 

[violetday]

75,247

You still start work Monday right? Are you working Monday-Friday?

 

[ClownMe]

75,248

Yeah, Monday-Friday.

 

[violetday]

75,249

Nice. Good thing you have your weekends.

 

[ClownMe]

75,250

Eh. Weekends are pretty much useless anyway considering i never do anything with them lol.

 

[violetday]

75,251

Same. In recent months I actually get awful anxiety over Mondays. I actually feel like I'm having a panic attack at the thought of having to go to work. But that's what happens when you work in hell I guess

 

[ClownMe]

75,252

I get that feeling every day I wake up whether im working or not. I just hate existing

 

[violetday]

75,253

I relate to that so much.. My heart dropping and the gut wrenching pain of morning when I realize I'm still alive is awful. No one ever talks about that… waking up to the disappointment that you aren't dead and not being able to tell anyone. I feel so hopeless

 

[ClownMe]

75,254

Yeah. And we all have to act normal throughout the day as if nothing's wrong... I salute people that get to old age even if they are shitty people because it must take a whole lot of mental resilience to get to that age. My grandparents are all miserable.

 

[violetday]

75,255

I think about that a lot. It's probably why most of my family resorted to alcohol to kill themselves faster, cancer of all sorts run in my family as well. All of my grandparents passed when they were in there 50s-70s

It seems awful to say this but I've prayed to get cancer. I had 2 cousins get diagnosed before 25. I'm 28. Where is mine??

 

[ClownMe]

75,256

Unfortunately my family seems to have pretty good genes. We almost always live into our 70s and 80s. In saying that though my uncle has brain cancer and is likely to die within months/years so...

 

[Unending]

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Hey, @ClownMe I fell asleep before I saw what you typed yesterday. That sounds extremely stressful and I can't say I blame you for the way you feel as a dynamic like that would drive literally anyone crazy especially if it's with their mother, considering that it's a bit harder to cut parents out when you feel obliged due to guilt or other factors.
I hope there isn't any excessive nonsense today with all that.

 

[ClownMe]

75,258

It's continued into today sadly but shes out of the house, for now...

 

[LONE WOLF.]

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