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ClownMe

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Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
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Im well and truly gone at this point, i just cant see anything positive about this existence when i look at the big picture. You will probably think im being dramatic but i truly believe this existence is pure evil.
 
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no you are absolutely right, in every word, society Thinks we are weak, but in reality our eyes see much deeper than them. Cause we see evil in the face most days. It's a shame the 90% don't see it like that. That's why I want no children, no way I would put a child in this world, even if my bf dumps me I don't care. Im too afraid of what I have gets passed to that child and this world js not worth it anymore.
 
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Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
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Ive never wanted kids and I know id ruin their life if i had them, im too unstable and this world is pointless.
 
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if my head allows me, and if I get a ring on my finger one day, the best I can do is adopt a child that is already here stuck in a place where he/she was dumped and needs a home. I need someone to inherit my things, Im not gonnna leave my life savings , house and all stuff to the government to eat it.
 
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Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
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Personally, i dont care what happens to my stuff once im gone, i used to care, but my logic is that im not going to be around to see it so it doesn't really matter. In saying that, i do wish i had someone to leave my stuff to, however, life is a bitch and ive never met a good friend in real life.
 
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i can call myself lucky, I had the pleasure of playing in the streets, knock on neighbours houses and run away with my friends when I was a kid. lol That old terminator movie, about the machines taking over couldn't be more accurate. You pay a fortune in groceries with no one to but a machine to do it, and still have to bag it yourselves. What society came to, I'm very afraid of the future. This is the best gaming count game. Comes with life instructions lmaol
 
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Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
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Ive been listening to the same song for the last hour, my life is just a dank meme at this point.
 
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i can listen to the inception main theme song for hours too, there's one on youtube also one hour long.
 
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Inception theme is lit tho.
 
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hans zimmer live in Prague, hear A few songs from the movies live, my gosh it's amazing.
 
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Ive never gone to a live music event, too many people at those things, id get too anxious.
 
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waiting for a miracle
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40,638 - I've been trying to go to an Evanescence concert since April 2020 but it kept being postponed.. hopefully this March!
 
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