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Ive been really struggling @Sherri how about you?
 
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yeah same here , today I feel really low, everyday just feels like a Groundhog Day movie.
 
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yeah same here , today I feel really low, everyday just feels like a Groundhog Day movie.

Yeah that's what it feels like for me as well, Groundhog Day.
 
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Starting to only want to stay in bed all day again. This is never a good sign. Bought myself a Lego set to keep me busy on my days off, still inside the box unopened.
 
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I mainly just stay in my bed all day, i basically do nothing meaningful all day.
 
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well my work field I work a few days, have a few days off, constantly need to smile at people during work, at silly questions and pretend I care. I can't afford to ask my company to give me a few more months off, that did that last year already. Just a cloud hope it goes away soon.
 
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Im not working at the moment, I hate pretending I care whenever im at work or out in the public.
 
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if only you knew what I do for a living, you would ask me how can you do that lol. Some consider a glamour job, was my dream job since a kid, now it became a curse. I do have an amazing uniform though :hug:
 
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Ive never had a dream job, ive always been of the belief that every job sucks but just to differing degrees. All the jobs ive had have also sucked.
 
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there are days I still love mine, when I got it 6 years ago I've beat 200 candidates and made it to the final 6. Before that I hated all my jobs, I'm blessed I don't have to do a 9-5 job. I would be dead by now.
 
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That's something i guess. Ill be working awful jobs for the rest of my life if i choose to stay alive.
 
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never stop dreaming
 
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It's just the way it is unfortunately, it's not through a lack of effort, i simply just don't possess any viable skills. I've come to terms with it, i guess you have to or else you get left behind.
 
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Yes I was lucky not to let depression hit me hard when I had dreams before. If I had it back then I would prob be in the same situation, what saved me was that I always thought life was like a Walt Disney movie.
 
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