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Me trying to decide what number to post next:

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To be honest, I have reached a point where I don't even know whether most of my thoughts are coherent or not, and I often doubt my reasoning.
As you once wrote: "Every belief I have about myself is the product of the chaotic echo chamber that is my isolated mind."
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Doubting oneself is inevitable when one holds beliefs which are regarded as fringe and insane by virtually everyone in our culture. Consider the Asch experiment: https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/qA-gbpt7Ts8

That being said, constant skepticism of my own reasoning has become a core part of my mental makeup.

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I can't believe I'm playing this game; I've always looked down on this thread with a mixture of amusement and concern.
Something in your mind has definitely shifted lately. Be careful, you might start reacting to people's posts with likes & even emojis next :ohhhh:

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Something in your mind has definitely shifted lately.
Not to brag, but I am doing rather well at the moment (as well as a suicidal NEET loner who still lives with his parents can be expected to).
Quite strange really, because two weeks ago I was very close to a mental breakdown (I wasn't online for a week or so).
Be careful, you might start reacting to people's posts with likes & even emojis next
I don't understand what they are good for. I recently started to "follow" some users on here, as they say, but that function seems to be pretty useless as well. I thought it would notify me when they post or something like that, but it really doesn't do anything.
Anyway,
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Not to brag, but I am doing rather well at the moment (as well as a suicidal NEET loner who still lives with his parents can be expected to).
Quite strange really, because two weeks ago I was very close to a mental breakdown (I wasn't online for a week or so).

You don't have a job? But you're Swiss! What do your mental breakdowns look like? You have heated discussions with Kant?

I don't understand what they are good for.

I was expecting a more dramatic explanation.

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You're overestimating me again. I'm really not as smart as you think.
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Are you able to cry? I wish I knew how to cry, my life would be so much easier.
I can't even remember the last time I cried. I wish I'd know how to do this, because I just suppress everything (as I've said, I still live with my parents, and they must not know), which really can't be good in the long run. I imagine it to be quite cathartic, but how should I know?
My my, this silly game is becoming really depressing...

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Oh no, the Aussie's awake! I'll probably wake up to a 40000 tomorrow.

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