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i was about to think about which months felt okay-ish to me but i don't think it's a good idea considering my current state of mind, i just know it is worse in december
 
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Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
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just remove dec-feb inclusive and my QoL would...well, not skyrocket but
I mean ask for it on your Christmas list. Maybe Santa will be kind this year 🎅
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
425
🦴123,564👻
worse in december
December just stings in a unique way.
Revealed content
Doesn't help my birthday is on Christmas so I get you.
dude owes me, there's a serious backlog
We could sent martyrdom to eat him if he doesn't pay up, bro will need his new year restock anyway.
 
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U. A.

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are you jesus
 
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boddibo

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ouch
 
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Meh it is what it is, I like the month of may I think. Maybe April. October is always interesting.

Edit: Yes me llama Jesus
 
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boddibo

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october is hell personified to me
 
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"Ultra Based" gigashad
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never heard someone describe a month as 'interesting'
 
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Suicidal Jesus
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october is hell personified to me
That's my September. Always one of the autumn months is absolute hell.
never heard someone describe a month as 'interesting'
Well something always happens every October that usually pivots my life for the upcoming year. So yeah it's interestingly fucking eventful
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
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i have lost sense of months. my calendar is:
too cold>cold>ok/unpredictable>hot>too hot>unpredictable/ok>cold>too cold>fucking new years
 
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boddibo

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too cold>cold>ok/unpredictable>hot>too hot>unpredictable/ok>cold>too cold>fucking new years
that's valid, i totally get it

123,574
 
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Suicidal Jesus
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i have lost sense of months. my calendar is:
too cold>cold>ok/unpredictable>hot>too hot>unpredictable/ok>cold>too cold>fucking new years
Big question is do you like the cold?
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
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no. i despise the cold.
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
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I despise the heat.
 
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boddibo

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i also despise the heat, i pass out so much because of it
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
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nope, i'm drugs

time to die go unconscious, enjoy numbers
 
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Unfortunately back
 
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