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42,423 sorry to hear that. I'm really losing hope. I'm starting to look for the other substances you need next to SN
 
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42,424 I have it all for more than a year. Sorry… hope things get better, but I understand you.
 
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waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
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42,425 i have SN now but not the rest, it's a bit expensive to buy it all online without prescription so I have to wait a bit to finance that
 
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42,246 I got the rest over the counter, said I would bring the script later, it's been more than a year… my country is not so strict, it's ok if you stay a bit longer…anything we are here for you if you need to talk ok?
 
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waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
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42,247 wow maybe in Italy that would work too but I live in Germany and here they are very very strict :D
 
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42,248 oh yes I can imagine:)
 
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waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
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42,249 I've started to take a new med additionally since last week, I see that as last chance, let's see next week if I feel better..
 
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42,250 that's great, hope it works, from the bottom of my heart ragazza
 
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waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
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42,251 thank you, I - like so many here - have been fighting my whole life and I can't do it forever. let's see..
 
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42,252 I know …I know.. I'm tired of ups and downs all the time. It takes so much of my energy.
 
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Dec 17, 2021
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42,253 but it's nice that this is a place where everyone can talk so openly about how bad they feel
 
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42,254 yes it's our safe house. I've been here all day today, talking to people like us really helps
 
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42,255 yes it's really great to have you all <3
 
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42,256 for always . :heart::hug:
 
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42,257 yes 🦁
 
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42,260 just ordered home delivery Mcdonalds gonna gain 2 kilos lol
 
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Dec 17, 2021
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42,261 haha what did you order? my favourite McDonalds dish is McFlurry
 
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2 Big Macs one without fries, a huge coke. They don't deliver deserts. I'm sure I can't eat all of it but whatever today . If I go quiet you know why lol
 
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42,263 yes no problem buon appetito haha
 
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42,264 grazze mille
 
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42,265 :)
 
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looks like somewhere we went back 200
 
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