StellaArtoix
Student
- Jul 25, 2020
- 130
I think I've figured out a way to CTB in hospital. Some of you will know I'm in hosp be cause I shot myself in the head. Unfortunately I'm still here. I was on lifesupport for almost one mnth then sadly come around. I'm not coping well. The shock if being alive is hard to live with each day. Theyve only recently hot me out of bed I to a wheelchair. Cant walk. It's not that their paralyzed cos the dots say I will walk just need to relearn how to. O thought I'd wait until I could walk and so it right this time but I can see now that's going to take mnths and I dont think I can wait that long. I have two 500g containers of SN at home. So I'm thinking I cud try and get someone to bring me in one of them. Dont give a shit about the rest of the meds people take with it. So next thing is getting some alone time where they wont check up on me. Pretty sure they think cos I can't walk I cant do anything so that will work in mi favor.today they wheeled me outside. Someone watched me but from a distance away. Wondering if I were to drink some sn outside while in my wheelchair how would they no anything is wrong? Not like I can fall down. What do you guys think?