
dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
I bought N 3 years ago, 3 good years after testosterone.
However life is so complicated, mentally and emotionally, because physically I'm alright I can run 20km any day with proper prior food.
I just do not have the Force to continue fighting negative thoughts and bad expectations, I don't want to continue struggling, not after 20 bad years and 3 not so bad or good years.
Ive said if I ever went back to depression I'll drink my N, but it's in the refrigerator for 3 years, I don't remember if it's 2 or 3 years old.
Would anyone know if it still works?
However life is so complicated, mentally and emotionally, because physically I'm alright I can run 20km any day with proper prior food.
I just do not have the Force to continue fighting negative thoughts and bad expectations, I don't want to continue struggling, not after 20 bad years and 3 not so bad or good years.
Ive said if I ever went back to depression I'll drink my N, but it's in the refrigerator for 3 years, I don't remember if it's 2 or 3 years old.
Would anyone know if it still works?