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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
I bought N 3 years ago, 3 good years after testosterone.
However life is so complicated, mentally and emotionally, because physically I'm alright I can run 20km any day with proper prior food.

I just do not have the Force to continue fighting negative thoughts and bad expectations, I don't want to continue struggling, not after 20 bad years and 3 not so bad or good years.

Ive said if I ever went back to depression I'll drink my N, but it's in the refrigerator for 3 years, I don't remember if it's 2 or 3 years old.

Would anyone know if it still works?
 
Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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Recent thread.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-expired.101185/

Say that if its properly stored it can last well beyond the expiration date. It's probably fine if its been in the fridge. I've been thinking about places to hide my SN when it comes and it's not going in the fridge I can tell that much.

I wish I could "test" it for you.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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You should be fine as long as the bottle's seal itself was not compromised and it wasn't exposed to extreme temperature fluctuations.
 
Sapphire

Sapphire

Student
Nov 22, 2022
185
It should still be good. N is a very stable drug and has a very long shelf life if it is unopened and properly stored. Look at the bottle. The liquid should be clear. If it looks cloudy and you see solid specks floating in the liquid (precipitation), the N is no good, and you shouldn't use it.
 
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Oct 3, 2022
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I bought N 3 years ago, 3 good years after testosterone.
However life is so complicated, mentally and emotionally, because physically I'm alright I can run 20km any day with proper prior food.

I just do not have the Force to continue fighting negative thoughts and bad expectations, I don't want to continue struggling, not after 20 bad years and 3 not so bad or good years.

Ive said if I ever went back to depression I'll drink my N, but it's in the refrigerator for 3 years, I don't remember if it's 2 or 3 years old.

Would anyone know if it still works?
According to Phillip Nitschke himself N has a shelf life of 20 years. You should be fine.

Can I ask what symptoms low testosterone was giving you and which went away after TRT? I am wondering if I have low testosterone. Last time I had it checked I was in the very lowest range of "normal". That was maybe 2 years ago though and Ive been told by some that the low normal range is bullshit and you should be at like 600 to 1000. I'm going to try and get it checked again by my GP but appointments take forever....
 
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dandan

One more attempt on life.
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According to Phillip Nitschke himself N has a shelf life of 20 years. You should be fine.

Can I ask what symptoms low testosterone was giving you and which went away after TRT? I am wondering if I have low testosterone. Last time I had it checked I was in the very lowest range of "normal". That was maybe 2 years ago though and Ive been told by some that the low normal range is bullshit and you should be at like 600 to 1000. I'm going to try and get it checked again by my GP but appointments take forever....
Nothing went away, I feel fine in my body. But my mind damn... Plus, 20 years with depression did created negative thinking I can't get rid off and my vision for life is lacking of all things I've lost, dreams, aspirations, and even good mood because of it, not cause of testosterone.
Accepted levels of testosterone in Mexico clinical results are also around 3.5 and 9, I'm around 6 on the last exam. But is the issue that I've lost amazing oportunites and settling for reality is hard to accept, and are opportunities due to my lack of mind resources I just cant get over them. But sure testosterone does work. I'll take my shot tomorrow.

Low level symptoms?
I just didn't like to get out of bed.
Far more negative.
Sad, strong feelings of disgust of myself and life I just couldn't take anymore.
Weak. Tired. Sleepy. Dull mind. Very sleepy. Felling like shit. For 20 years. Testo did does help with that, but not with the fact that in life we need skills, social and verbal and cleverness I didn't develop during 20 years so it's hard to cope with.

I'm debating if taking N or not, but I promised myself I wouldn't go back to the feeling of impotency I once felt and those feeling are coming back again.

Sure I could talk and share more ... I was below low normal levels and I wouldn't go back there. That sucked even more , that's why I got N in the first place , but after the 1st Testo shot I stored my recently aquired N in the fridge.
 
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Sad_Sack

Experienced
Oct 3, 2022
261
Sorry for the way things went for you. With N's long shelf life you have plenty of time to make up your mind. Thanks for the info too. I definitely have those symptoms. I have health problems and cognitive problems from medications but I've been feeling so much worse for like 5 years now. My ability to focus and think is gone. I hardly get out of bed. My depression has grown to monumental proportions. I don't even play video games anymore. I've played video games since Pong came out in the 70's. No energy, mental or physical. It might not be testosterone but hopefully it is so I can do something to improve my situation.
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Sorry for the way things went for you. With N's long shelf life you have plenty of time to make up your mind. Thanks for the info too. I definitely have those symptoms. I have health problems and cognitive problems from medications but I've been feeling so much worse for like 5 years now. My ability to focus and think is gone. I hardly get out of bed. My depression has grown to monumental proportions. I don't even play video games anymore. I've played video games since Pong came out in the 70's. No energy, mental or physical. It might not be testosterone but hopefully it is so I can do something to improve my situation.
Dude I was like that before Testo, it was so hard but I had to, to get out of bed.
I'm going back to suicidal thinking after 3 good years, but it's mostly because I can't cope with the fact that I don't have more than 2k USD in savings after being at my job for 5 years and I don't know how to make any extra income even when I have been looking for a how to.
Plus I was a defective, depressed, crypto-owner when I was sick, but my mom pushed me to sell my crypto for 1k USD back in those days.
Having had the chance to earn life changing money with crypto multiple times, and realizing I have to work now, and my skills in life are not awesome, I am giving up.


I'm giving up because it's hard 😂 damn!! It feels so ugly.
But hey man, I suffer every day because of my mind constantly can't forget all the good things I've lost, what a crap I've built of my good things. Is constant fucking mental pain.

And I can get positive for a few hours or days, but it hits back, so I certainly hate dealing with the ups and mega downs.fak
 
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