coping with suicide

[Totally_nothin]

this is probably the thing that keeps me from killing myself mostly. now it will be a little philosophical, but one thing is unfair, or i see it like unfair. If I will overdose, shoot myself, cut my vein or something like that... life will simply go on, and people will gradually forget me, and those who hurt me mostly will continue in their happy life. in fact, after a few days, everyone will act as if nothing has happened, and that puts me in another dilemma, in that situation where i am now, I can´t/don't want continue in living, but I don't want to know what will happen in the next days, months and years. and its destroying me most. when I am thinking about it I am crying for hours. I just want to die but in same moment i don't want, I would be happier if it came unexpectedly.

 

[WornOutLife]

I SO understand what you mean.
It's kinda frustrating, isn't it? No matter how lovely, famous, rich, etc you are, you'll just be...forgotten! (Unless you're Elon Musk lol)

I think we truly die once we're forgotten.