Discussion Construct your dream life below

[Painless_end]

Construct your dream life below if you are not feeling actively suicidal right now. You don't have to give specific details. You can be vague.

I'll start :

It is 2013. I did that thing that I had to do. It took everything from me but I did it. Now I am finally free and independent.

Now I have achieved what I need to. My life is more productive than ever it could be.

I don't have to fight with my parents because I don't live with them. I have made it on my own. I have become independent and a real human being instead of a shell.

 

[nys]

I'm born to loving parents who have a great marriage. In a few years, I begin school and I make lots of friends and my grades are fine. I grow up and my parents still love and support me through all the minor errors I make in life. Later, I'm an adult, and after lots of hard work in college, I'm a successful doctor (or whatever job I end up choosing) and I help lots of people. I have lots of friends and maybe I even get married and have/adopt children.

That's my dream life but even if that all had happened to me in my life, I'd still suffer, even if it was just a little bit. I think the best life would probably be none at all. Of course since I'm currently alive, the thought of nonexistence is scary to me, but if I never existed in the first place I wouldn't be scared of it. If I had a life like the above though, I definitely wouldn't still want to ctb. I would see life as worth living