considering my goodbye thread

[illbeinthegarage]

so earlier today i wrote a goodbye post, im not going to ctb today or any time too near to me writing this but its happening and thats that. i cant decide whether i actually want to post it here or not. its very personal and is more aimed at certain people rather than myself. i guess you could describe it as more of a thank you letter than a suicide note. im stuck in a horrible place right now and im convinced my brain is entirely against me at this point but it is what it is. im bored of being sad and like this.

 

[Nymph]

That's pretty interesting, hope you have a nice journey whenever you plan on CTBing:)

 

[falloutcarter13]

I mean...you don't *owe* anybody anything. But even just a short post before you ctb would probably be nice for the people here you've gotten to know. But that's totally a personal call and like I said, its not like you owe it to anybody.

 

[RealHumanBean]

That's okay, man. You're not on anyone's time but your own. You don't have to worry about not going through with it after gearing up for it; we all understand how difficult of a decision it is. Be assured that no one here reading your words is here to judge you; we are all in the same boat.

 

[Fear191829218]

I will certainly miss you, friend, if you decide to do so. But its your decision and Ill respect it. Always here if you want to talk about anything ;)

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

we are here xoxo

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Honestly there is no right answer here, what's important is to give yourself closure before the end. Say what you feel like you need to say and don't regret not thanking people or not explaining things. The note is about you; we're all going to respect and care about you no matter what happens, so just tell us what you want to tell us.

 

[TAW122]

There is no rush to write a goodbye thread. You may write one or have one whenever you are ready to go. At this time, I wish you the best and peace in whatever you choose to do.