JustHere1
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- Dec 21, 2024
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I've been in the forum for a bit now and I've been divided on methods to use. I have my first method, guaranteed death but potential misery if I fuck it up, but no chance of hospitalization so I'd die regardless. Handgun 9mm JHP 10-15* in mouth. I live alone and nobody checks on me as I'm not close to family and have left my friend groups in preparation for CTB.
I've been considering ODing instead since that seems less painful and more peaceful, like with fent or something, but obviously that is illegal to acquire and I've no clue on how to navigate that safely or how much I would need.
I've also been considering SN, as I've already got omeprazole (tons) from prescription already. I'd need to acquire SN, meto, and Xanax. Again, difficult to acquire.
EDIT: to add in, I do also have a lot of leftover Ondansetron dissolvable tabs after a gastro issue last year, would that replace any of the meds? It's used for anti nausea and works pretty swiftly.
Are there middlemen on here who can assist me with this privately? I've been given some direction but I'm a little overwhelmed with all the conflicting information, mostly in regards to safety for myself. Any help or advice would be appreciated.
I've been considering ODing instead since that seems less painful and more peaceful, like with fent or something, but obviously that is illegal to acquire and I've no clue on how to navigate that safely or how much I would need.
I've also been considering SN, as I've already got omeprazole (tons) from prescription already. I'd need to acquire SN, meto, and Xanax. Again, difficult to acquire.
EDIT: to add in, I do also have a lot of leftover Ondansetron dissolvable tabs after a gastro issue last year, would that replace any of the meds? It's used for anti nausea and works pretty swiftly.
Are there middlemen on here who can assist me with this privately? I've been given some direction but I'm a little overwhelmed with all the conflicting information, mostly in regards to safety for myself. Any help or advice would be appreciated.
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