Venting Confused? or Lost?

[ag0raph0b1a]

I honestly feel like no one around me even sees or understands me. My partner is quick to blame my behavior on a million other things before admitting that there is something truly wrong with me mentally. My mother swears that I just need to go to the gym and find a part time job to magically feel better, it seems like I have no friends but I never know if no one wants to be around me or if I'm accidentally pushing people away without even realizing. The one person who did understand me I pushed away and I miss him so much everyday...Every single day I have been considering more and more that everything and everyone would be better without me around..

 

[Rack.-]

It's okay, it's normal to push people away when we feel that we are being a burden to others (I did the same). But that's not true, you deserve having someone by your side and I'm sure you are a wonderful person to be around with. I guess we are all going through something similar here. I'm here if you need someone to talk, take care ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ~