PlutonianRooster
Member
- Dec 16, 2024
- 21
On one hand: a large part of my suffering was preventable. My death as well, if I ever manage to go through with it. I have no relief for the pain of knowing that; it just boils up inside, day after day. I wish I could at least honestly express that upon my death, and get even the slightest sense of relief or 'justice' (not the right word, but the closest I can think of).
On the other hand: I feel bad at the idea of spreading pain and guilt. If there is one thing I wish I could convince people to do, after all, it's to choose compassion wherever it's possible.
I don't know which side will win.
On the other hand: I feel bad at the idea of spreading pain and guilt. If there is one thing I wish I could convince people to do, after all, it's to choose compassion wherever it's possible.
I don't know which side will win.
