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Retarded mofo
Apr 2, 2023
100
I'm gonna catch the bus in 2 months. I know that everything I do will be pointless at the end but I don't know why I'm still trying. I start trying harder than I was before even though I have way less time. there's like 2 sides on my head rn. One saying that everything that I'm doing is pointless and the other saying I'm not enough. I also start smoking and not sleeping because of this.
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
Feb 8, 2026
52
That's honestly exhausting, whatever you do, you're being pulled apart.

I start trying harder than I was before even though I have way less time
You don't even have to justify why you're still trying. Sometimes you try harder not because you believe in the outcome, but because stopping feels more dreadful. Because if you stop, that "you're not enough" voice gets louder.

You're not alone. Virtual hug for you 🤗
 
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wtg

Retarded mofo
Apr 2, 2023
100
You don't even have to justify why you're still trying. Sometimes you try harder not because you believe in the outcome, but because stopping feels more dreadful. Because if you stop, that "you're not enough" voice gets louder.
does it even matter at the end?
 
raemysteryO

raemysteryO

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Feb 8, 2026
52
does it even matter at the end?
Whether it matters or not… that's something only you get to decide. But matters don't have to be eternal to be real. It can be small, temporary, personal and it's still valid. If you decide something matters, even a little, then it does. Not because other people tell you, it's because you chose it. Others' opinion does not matter.
 

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