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GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
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So without giving too much detail, I am surrounded my flat farmland. Miles and miles of nothing + wind turbines. A lot of these patches of farm have small patches of dirt that lead off the road to semi-secluded spots. Usually for the oil or turbine companies to do maintenance. My idea is to go to one of these spots... but they're all property of the huge oil company. There aren't gates to block it off, but I worry that a wandering cop could see my car there, and prematurely discover me or something. My plan is to do it at night with headlights off... but I'm still worried. I don't even know what to ask. Reassurances, maybe? Or other ideas?

I've already checked for camping grounds and stuff, and all of them prohibit charcoal grilling, which is so stupid cause it's CAMPING but whatever. I dont have a garage. My house is surrounded by cameras. Even if my family ISNT home, they'll see what I'm doing on the cameras. I'm kinda stumped.
 
Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
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Maybe do a dry run before doing it for real? Go to your selected location and do everything as you've planned, except the ctb part. If nothing happens and nobody interrupts you, then your anxiety about it will go down.
 
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stonedjesus

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Jan 18, 2026
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Hi, im having simmilar problems, i hope il find good location to have in mind, and i would welcome any proposal
 
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GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
78
Maybe do a dry run before doing it for real? Go to your selected location and do everything as you've planned, except the ctb part. If nothing happens and nobody interrupts you, then your anxiety about it will go down.
This is a good idea. I may try this tonight or later in the day. If I'm not bothered In the daylight, I probably won't be at night either.
 
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