eclipsee99
You’re a sky full of stars~
- Nov 20, 2020
- 47
(I apologise if this is ranty, but I feel like here is the only place I can Truly speak my mind)
Not to sound like a Danganronpa fan fiction, but I believe "Despair" is the only word I can compare myself to now.
You have all these hopes and dreams, and one by one, they get destroyed. What happens to you when your dreams get crushed? Most people would find a new dream to chase. What if that gets crushed as well?
All you're left with, is Despair. That's all I feel now. No motivation, No hope, No will to live, Nothing. Despairs just consumed my life, but that's how I see things.
I could blame everything on my mental health, on other people, on anything but myself, but that would be a lie. I'm a "self-sabotager" I suppose. I've been digging my own grave for a long time now, just waiting on the right day to finish the job.
That's all. Rant over. Doubt anyone will read this? But hey, least I managed to vent.
Not to sound like a Danganronpa fan fiction, but I believe "Despair" is the only word I can compare myself to now.
You have all these hopes and dreams, and one by one, they get destroyed. What happens to you when your dreams get crushed? Most people would find a new dream to chase. What if that gets crushed as well?
All you're left with, is Despair. That's all I feel now. No motivation, No hope, No will to live, Nothing. Despairs just consumed my life, but that's how I see things.
I could blame everything on my mental health, on other people, on anything but myself, but that would be a lie. I'm a "self-sabotager" I suppose. I've been digging my own grave for a long time now, just waiting on the right day to finish the job.
That's all. Rant over. Doubt anyone will read this? But hey, least I managed to vent.