Story Commitment/Goodbye

[mx5nb3]

Hello Sanctioned community.

I will be committing to SN next Monday.
The day of, I will post updates throughout the whole process.

Sunday, June 28th:
-Begin fasting at 8pm

Monday, June 29th:
-10am- Leave home, take a long
drive/pass the time.

-6pm- Check into hotel room, settle in, try to control my anxiety.

-8pm- Prepare SN, ingest, and post updates to thread immediately as symptoms arise.

- Hopefully death soon after

My purpose of posting and updating a thread throughout the process is so anyone else considering SN can use my case as a re-assurance that SN will work. I might add my real name and general location after ingestion to help confirm my death, as im certain I will succeed.

Thank you, Sanctioned community for helping me find a method better suited to me. For a long time, I believed the only ways to die were very gruesome and painful, but I believe SN is as peaceful.as it gets. Thank you all

 

[Emily123]

Good luck

 

[mx5nb3]

Good luck

Thank you

 

[TowerUpright]

I hope things work out the way you hope.

Go with Peace

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

May your transition be peaceful. Sending love. x

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

What do you plan on doing this week?

 

[Living sucks]

I suggest not posting your real name and location as the mods will delete your post as a result and then you reported your events for nothing.
If you feel the need maybe pm someone you met here with their permission your name and location and they can verify but they cannot release your name or personal information or they will get in trouble and possibly banned .
just FYI

 

[mx5nb3]

I hope things work out the way you hope.

Go with Peace

Thank you

May your transition be peaceful. Sending love. x

Thank you

What do you plan on doing this week?

Im just going to work my last 3 shifts at work and keep up the facade as well as I can. Going to abstain from junk food and alcohol to ensure my body is in prime condition for SN absorption. Lots of music and driving my little miata to cope with the anxiety. Spend time here, absorbing the love and support from this wondeful community.. thats about it.

I suggest not posting your real name and location as the mods will delete your post as a result and then you reported your events for nothing.
If you feel the need maybe pm someone you met here with their permission your name and location and they can verify but they cannot release your name or personal information or they will get in trouble and possibly banned .
just FYI

Thank you for the insight Living sucks, I was wondering about this. I will remain anonymous to avoid any complications.

 

[aminend]

Hello Sanctioned community.

I will be committing to SN next Monday.
The day of, I will post updates throughout the whole process.

Sunday, June 28th:
-Begin fasting at 8pm

Monday, June 29th:
-10am- Leave home, take a long
drive/pass the time.

-6pm- Check into hotel room, settle in, try to control my anxiety.

-8pm- Prepare SN, ingest, and post updates to thread immediately as symptoms arise.

- Hopefully death soon after

My purpose of posting and updating a thread throughout the process is so anyone else considering SN can use my case as a re-assurance that SN will work. I might add my real name and general location after ingestion to help confirm my death, as im certain I will succeed.

Thank you, Sanctioned community for helping me find a method better suited to me. For a long time, I believed the only ways to die were very gruesome and painful, but I believe SN is as peaceful.as it gets. Thank you all

Thank u very much. I'm waiting to see ur update. That's very helpful for us. I will do same

 

[TAW122]

I hope you are able to find peace when the time comes for you.

 

[mx5nb3]

I hope you are able to find peace when the time comes for you.

Thank you

 

[Nipuedoniquiero]

I hope you feel at peace .

 

[mx5nb3]

I hope you feel at peace .

Thank you

 

[Soul]

I wish you a good week, and the outcomes that are right for you.

 

[mx5nb3]

I wish you a good week, and the outcomes that are right for you.

Thank you

 

[Philosykos]

I wish you luck and a peaceful passing. I will bookmark this thread to and set an alarm for the time you have planned. Would it be okay for OP to share their timezone at least?

Maybe this won't mean much coming from some random stranger on the internet, but I want to thank you that you want your last deed to be an act of help and provision of information to people here. I'm not so much afraid of death, but the act of dying does scare me if I'm being really honest. I've chosen SN too for its supposed peacefulness so this will be very informative and possibly reassuring. Thank you!

 

[mx5nb3]

I wish you luck and a peaceful passing. I will bookmark this thread to and set an alarm for the time you have planned. Would it be okay for OP to share their timezone at least?

Maybe this won't mean much coming from some random stranger on the internet, but I want to thank you that you want your last deed to be an act of help and provision of information to people here. I'm not so much afraid of death, but the act of dying does scare me if I'm being really honest. I've chosen SN too for its supposed peacefulness so this will be very informative and possibly reassuring. Thank you!

Thank you. Im scared too.. in fact, im terrified. But everytime I postpone or fail, things just get worse. Theres no hope for me, I've tried.. anyways just a few days left.

 

[Philosykos]

Thank you. Im scared too.. in fact, im terrified. But everytime I postpone or fail, things just get worse. Theres no hope for me, I've tried.. anyways just a few days left.

I get that, I'd be terrified as well, especially with a date set. If you would like to talk to anyone, even if it's just a stranger on the internet, feel free to message me. I'm not sure I could provide anything in terms of tangible help but if talking about it and knowing there's someone else out there reading your feelings and fears and sympathising with them, I can do that for you at least.

 

[mx5nb3]

I get that, I'd be terrified as well, especially with a date set. If you would like to talk to anyone, even if it's just a stranger on the internet, feel free to message me. I'm not sure I could provide anything in terms of tangible help but if talking about it and knowing there's someone else out there reading your feelings and fears and sympathising with them, I can do that for you at least.

Thank you, thats very kind. I think I feel better keeping distance, but who knows.. my mind is going to go through a lot for the next few days.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Thank you

Thank you

Im just going to work my last 3 shifts at work and keep up the facade as well as I can. Going to abstain from junk food and alcohol to ensure my body is in prime condition for SN absorption. Lots of music and driving my little miata to cope with the anxiety. Spend time here, absorbing the love and support from this wondeful community.. thats about it.

Thank you for the insight Living sucks, I was wondering about this. I will remain anonymous to avoid any complications.

This community is amazing

 

[Dead beat dad]

Hello Sanctioned community.

I will be committing to SN next Monday.
The day of, I will post updates throughout the whole process.

Sunday, June 28th:
-Begin fasting at 8pm

Monday, June 29th:
-10am- Leave home, take a long
drive/pass the time.

-6pm- Check into hotel room, settle in, try to control my anxiety.

-8pm- Prepare SN, ingest, and post updates to thread immediately as symptoms arise.

- Hopefully death soon after

My purpose of posting and updating a thread throughout the process is so anyone else considering SN can use my case as a re-assurance that SN will work. I might add my real name and general location after ingestion to help confirm my death, as im certain I will succeed.

Thank you, Sanctioned community for helping me find a method better suited to me. For a long time, I believed the only ways to die were very gruesome and painful, but I believe SN is as peaceful.as it gets. Thank you all

There is love brother. It is here and I'm so sorry that there is such pain in you to bring you to this point.
You seem to be in a rational and reasoned state of mind and I sincerely hope that you can find peace and light and where ever it takes you, your journey sets you free.
Love and respect my brother.

DBD

 

[mx5nb3]

There is love brother. It is here and I'm so sorry that there is such pain in you to bring you to this point.
You seem to be in a rational and reasoned state of mind and I sincerely hope that you can find peace and light and where ever it takes you, your journey sets you free.
Love and respect my brother.

DBD

Thank you

This community is amazing

Yes.. it certainly is :)

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[mx5nb3]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

Thank you

 

[mx5nb3]

Update: I had a lot of anxiety this afternoon. I even broke down in tears, but I am now at peace. I made it through my shift at work just fine. Nobody suspects a thing. Thank you all so much for the support you've shown. Just 5ish days left ✌

Thank u very much. I'm waiting to see ur update. That's very helpful for us. I will do same

No problem. It's the least I can do to give back to the Sanctioned community
IMPORTANT NOTE:
Hey everyone, please let me know if there is anything in particular you want to answer during the process so I can plan accordingly. I was planning on posting pictures of the measurements, the solution when it is ready, and writing/describing symptoms as they occur. If you have any other suggestions please share. I can only do this once lol so lets make the most of it. Thank you everyone :)

 

[Bct]

Hope you have a peaceful journey & good luck. You'll still have us in case you change your mind mid-way.

 

[mx5nb3]

Hope you have a peaceful journey & good luck. You'll still have us in case you change your mind mid-way.

Thank you

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

How are you feeling this week

 

[mx5nb3]

How are you feeling this week

Hey Brokenwithbpd, thanks for asking. Im starting to feel at peace. I was a bit axious yesterday but no one noticed it when I went to work. I am certain my acting skills will suffice through 2 more shifts, and bypass the social barrier of checking into the hotel. All things considered, Id say im feeling really good now.

 

[Aap]

Don't leave your name or location.