
No One
Member
- Mar 24, 2019
- 66
Hey guys, I'm here again, I wrote on a previous time that I'm going to jump. At the last moment I've change my plan to travel to another country to spend some good few days before I committed suicide, I sold everything I own to have a good amount of money and I finally have been able to get out of my room and handling my social anxitey, I left all the medicines on my house I get two shirts and short with me and I traveled. I saw the sea and the moon and only then I started to feel the hope. It has been more than 10 days without any panic attacks and any suicidal thoughts, I want to live I want to change and I want to be awesome as usual lol. It's all inside us guys it's all inside. I'm gonna to read and learn new languages and travel and write I WANT to enjoy my fucking life. I wanted to share this with you and listen to Pink Floyd- Coming back to life.
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