Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,160
Everyday I diminish a little more …. Stopped responding to messages…. Paying bills…. Getting dressed….
Circling the drain …. Waiting for nightfall when I can sleep….
I'm amazed at how much motivation people have on this forum to care about anything at all … I sincerely am amazed …. Having dissociated entirely …
vaguely hoping this condition will lead to some kind of sudden death though I know it won't … our bodies just keep persisting despite our lack of interest or involvement
… I'll see a homeless guy sleeping in an alley and wonder how he persists …. Finding something to eat…. Gathering his things in a shopping cart …. Foraging fir bottles and cans… where does he get the motivation?
I can relate to wanting food …. When I get hungry I go buy myself cereal …
Circling the drain …. Waiting for nightfall when I can sleep….
I'm amazed at how much motivation people have on this forum to care about anything at all … I sincerely am amazed …. Having dissociated entirely …
vaguely hoping this condition will lead to some kind of sudden death though I know it won't … our bodies just keep persisting despite our lack of interest or involvement
… I'll see a homeless guy sleeping in an alley and wonder how he persists …. Finding something to eat…. Gathering his things in a shopping cart …. Foraging fir bottles and cans… where does he get the motivation?
I can relate to wanting food …. When I get hungry I go buy myself cereal …