Method CO,SN, drive into tree

[BRBRB]

I've been going back and forth with myself on if I want to CTB at a airbnb with a generator or just get extremely drunk & take sleep aids and crash my car into a tree. Id hate myself if i would survive the crash and should go with the CO way. Id like to just drive under a semi on the road but I really don't want my SI to involve or inconvenience others. I have a few days to decide on my way out ive been looking into SN on Amazon but Im not sure if I can get everything else needed for SN

 

[Ghost2211]

it sounds like you're indecisive. Are you sure you're ready, and want to ctb? It makes me scared for people when they say they want to drive into things or jump in front of trucks and trains. I've been on enough reddit to know what happens when that goes wrong.

oh man, anyone remember r/watchpeopledie or r/gore? Sucks they are gone now they were great for inspiration and seeing how things would play out. Please don't think I'm too creepy. I just have a strong stomach.

 

[Meditation guide]

they were great for inspiration and seeing how things would play out. Please don't think I'm too creepy. I just have a strong stomach.

At least they had a way out. It's comforting.