Help Closed hotels - Anyone else desperate to find a lonely place to die?

[http-410]

There's no proper place to die. At home, the risk of being found is too high. Apart from that, I need a place where I can separate myself emotionally and I don't want to traumatize others more than necessary. There's no telling when the hotels here will reopen.

I'm not mobile/can't go far/can't travel. There's a small forest, but during the day there are many people walking around. The only option would be to go into the woods at night, but I'm afraid of that tbh. I wanted to give myself some dignity and die in a (hotel) bed and not in the bushes in the forest.

What other options are there?

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I already have a great place to die, my home, No family/friends, No visitors, just the place to decompose and rot and stink the place out and leave the local council with one hell of a clean up bill? P.S Want to remain undiscovered for longer? Buy a bag of kitty litter and scatter it all over your floor,it's designed to absorb liquids and odour so dead body stench should go unnoticed for even longer!!!

 

[elfgyoza]

Where abouts are you? In the UK hotels are 'closed' but you can still go with a good reason. Medical appointments, funerals, business trips etc.

 

[LostSoul1609]

Similar situation. I'm looking for good enough woods or mountain places I can get with my car.
Why are you scared of going to the woods at night tho?
Maybe really early in the morning

 

[http-410]

Not in the UK but exceptions are smiliar here, however I don't match them and possibily need proof. Also, I guess I made a weird impression the last time I was in the hotel where I'd like to die (left earlier than planned and had a weird excuse). Under normal circumstances, it wouldn't be a problem.

Why are you scared of going to the woods at night tho?

I'm afraid of people and wild boars. The place is quite remote. If you scream, no one will hear you. Early morning is the closest I could imagine. I'm still undecided, but have resolved to look for a lonely place during the day (just in case), If I had the energy.

Still, it's not a place I'd like to die.

 

[LostSoul1609]

Not in the UK but exceptions are smiliar here, however I don't match them and possibily need proof. Also, I guess I made a weird impression the last time I was in the hotel where I'd like to die (left earlier than planned and had a weird excuse). Under normal circumstances, it wouldn't be a problem.


I'm afraid of people and wild boars. The place is quite remote. If you scream, no one will hear you. Early morning is the closest I could imagine. I'm still undecided, but have resolved to look for a lonely place during the day (just in case), If I had the energy.

Still, it's not a place I'd like to die.

I guess it depends on your method, you could try waiting for the lockdown to be over or at least until the hotels are open at this point

 

[Phoenix]

No help but I have the same problem. Can't do it at home from risk of being found and I don't want my family to find me. I leave the house the police are called and come swooping in within minutes. I've no access to my car so I can't get anywhere far or quickly. Also considered a local b&b but again nowhere is open

 

[http-410]

Too bad. The way it looks lockdown will go on forever. Sorry for venting, I know it's nobody's fault, but not being able to control where I die makes me kind of helpless. My method is SN but I sometimes wonder if it wouldn't be easier to hug a train. One doesn't need anything except the right mindset.

 

[Phoenix]

Too bad. The way it looks lockdown will go on forever. Sorry for venting, I know it's nobody's fault, but not being able to control where I die makes me kind of helpless. My method is SN but I sometimes wonder if it wouldn't be easier to hug a train. One doesn't need anything except the right mindset.

I'm starting to consider the same

 

[ClownMe]

I plan to ctb in a hotel so I can have some peace and quiet in my final days.

 

[katesmith]

Where abouts are you? In the UK hotels are 'closed' but you can still go with a good reason. Medical appointments, funerals, business trips etc.

I want to ctb in a hotel but I dont know if you have to show proof you are on a buisness trip (i am from the UK)

 

[placesyouwillgo]

I plan to ctb in a hotel so I can have some peace and quiet in my final days.

What is ctb?

 

[umiii99]

What is ctb?

catch the bus, aka committing unalive.