Life is like clockwork, but the thing about clockwork is its always there and its always running. You want to know if you're ready to die, ready to kill yourself? Do something that goes against the clockwork, do something that puts you out of step with what is clockwork, puts you out of step with the way the machine the herd the system keeps moving, that's how you know for sure that you can't come back from something and that suicide is a viable option
