VisionsOfHell
Experienced
- Oct 31, 2020
- 259
I've just been thinking about what went wrong in my life and why I was so unhappy even before getting ill. One of the main reasons I always come across is growing up in a big city.
The human mind cannot process seeing so many people on a day to day basis. Hence I started becoming more and more apathetic and stopped seeing even my closest neighbour as a human being. He was nothing more than an inconveniance to me because I was trapped in my own mind and saw human interaction as mundane.
That aside cities have become ugly, grey and lifeless just like the people that live there. I believe the elites constructed ugly buildings on purpose in order to crush the human spirit.
And dont even get me started on the constant noise...
Anyways, what are your thoughts on this? Do you think living in a city contributed to you being miserable or to ur mental illness?
The human mind cannot process seeing so many people on a day to day basis. Hence I started becoming more and more apathetic and stopped seeing even my closest neighbour as a human being. He was nothing more than an inconveniance to me because I was trapped in my own mind and saw human interaction as mundane.
That aside cities have become ugly, grey and lifeless just like the people that live there. I believe the elites constructed ugly buildings on purpose in order to crush the human spirit.
And dont even get me started on the constant noise...
Anyways, what are your thoughts on this? Do you think living in a city contributed to you being miserable or to ur mental illness?