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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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So here it is, my goodbye thread. For some maybe it's a surprise, for others not so much.
I want to keep it brief, I've got my SN, meto and a grand view, I'm comfortable in my car with blankets and pillows and I've got my playlist loaded with all my favourite music.
There are so many people both with us and not that I want to thank. I think you know who you all are. This is one of the greatest communities I've ever had the chance to be a part of. It's a safe haven, a wealth of information and filled with people who become like extended family. You're never alone here. It's a sad but beautiful slice of the Internet.

I'm planning to stat dose as the sun rises so I can see a beautiful sunrise one last time. That's a few hours from now and I've just arrived at my destination so going to relax, have my last meal, (Mcdonalds, classy, I know lol), and just talk to you guys.

This isn't impulsive, I had originally planned for around this date or in January at least. Thank you again, be strong and keep fighting everyone. I love you all, truly.
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
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This really is a great community. I shunned it for so long, felt isolated in my suffering, but now I am glad to be back to the only place that understands me.

I wish you the most enchanting sunset and the safest of travels to your destination. I hope you and all our recent departures make it to a better place.
 
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Tempeste

Tempeste

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Jan 11, 2020
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Safe travels and peaceful journey. I hope your sunrise is as beautiful as you!
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Safe travels and I hope you find the peace you are seeking. You will truly be missed around here.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I'm here if you want to talk. You have a new life and are now crashing.. think about this.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
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Good luck. I wish you a peaceful departure.
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
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You just changed your avatar, too!

Seen you around here offering nothing but support and compassion to others in their toughest moments. Hope this message provides you even a small slice of that, in your final moments. Safe travels.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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So many beautiful people passing through this forum, and I don't even get a chance to know them before they're gone. ;-;

I wish you an easy and successful passing, and that you find the peace and relief you seek.

We have our arms around you. :hug::heart:
 
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Despondent

Despondent

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Dec 20, 2019
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This is a really awesome community to be apart of. I'm sad to see you leave but I wish you peace :( I didn't see this coming, maybe because we didn't talk all that much. I'm going to miss seeing you around here because your advice and comments would help a lot of people. You seem like a very wise and beautiful person ❤ I support you with whichever decision you choose. If you choose to give life one more chance, feel free to pm me at any time if you need talk, rant, I'm here.. sending hugs from Canada ❤
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I wish you peace
 
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Moony21

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Nov 23, 2018
273
I wish you a peaceful journey :heart:
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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I hope you have a painless and peaceful journey. I had read a lot of your posts, and I had hoped there would've been more time to get to know you, but you know when it's best for you. So I hope you find the peace you seek.

You will be missed. :heart:
 
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Despondent

Despondent

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Dec 20, 2019
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So many beautiful people passing through this forum, and I don't even get a chance to know them before they're gone. ;-;

I wish you an easy and successful passing, and that you find the peace and relief you seek.

We have our arms around you. :hug::heart:
I feel the same :( I'm missing out on meeting some awesome people. I wish I was a member longer so I could've got to know them.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,322
I wish you the best in whatever you choose. Hope you find peace. You will be missed here.
 
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Daffodil

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Dec 23, 2019
130
Hope you have an awesome last day with a glorious view. I bet it feels good to take control of how things are ending. May your journey be peaceful.
 
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GHOST99

Member
Jun 8, 2019
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Dear, I understand the pain and torment of BPD... I may not have known you, but I wish peace and relief for you, please save me a seat on the other side. ♥
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Thank you everyone. It's been so hard to come to this choice, there are so many lovely and wonderful people here, people who inspire, love, care and understand. I just can't keep up the fight anymore. I've tried, I've worn myself out by fighting demons that don't exist in the real world. But I've made peace with this.
 
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BooGirl

BooGirl

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Jan 10, 2020
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I hope it goes well. I didn't really get to know you, but you seem like a thoughtful and kind person. Good luck.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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Safe travels ahead. Sounds as though heaven has a bright and intelligent spirit due for arrival soon....

:heart: :heart:
 
Nyanpasuu

Nyanpasuu

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Sep 29, 2019
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I wish you a peaceful journey, it was nice having you around :heart:
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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So many people leaving now. Makes me regret distancing myself from the forum now. Whatever you decide I hope it goes well and you find peace.
 
Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
No No No , we're full , no more space left ! Stay where you are ! :pfff:

Seriously though , happy that you're comfortable in your car and tomorrow watching the sun rise . Unique in a sense , you journeyed by car and when the time comes to leave your journey continues. Wishing you to find the happiness you so deserve and you shall . Take care BPD Barbie . :heart:
 
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peacefulhorizons

peacefulhorizons

Wizard
Dec 31, 2019
676
We are sad to see you leave but know that you will be missed
Safe travels :heart:
 
TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
I wish you a peaceful journey. Godspeed.
 
reapandsow918

reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
At your own time @BPD Barbie :heart:
 
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zeroambition

Recovered
Nov 3, 2019
3,176
Stay strong :heart::hug:
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
It's going to be okay, @BPD Barbie
We are here for you, take care of yourself and stay strong. Sending you positive energy, love, and hugs. :heart: :hug:
 
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