Chronic illness is...

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

chronic illness is living in pain all the time

chronic illness is living in a different world of darkness that no one else can see

chronic illness is becoming a prisoner in your own body

chronic illness is wondering if it's better to forget what it was like to be healthy

chronic illness is watching yourself fall behind your peers

chronic illness is not wanting to die but being unable to live

chronic illness is living in a place between life and death that should not exist

Chronic illness is being too sick to live and but sick enough to die

Chronic illness is a problem with no answers

Chronic illness is the end of all hope

Chronic illness is watching your life descend to a quality of living so low it seems impossible you are still alive

Please God, grant me death, have mercy on me, don't let me suffer anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and horrible to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[yomander369]

I'm in the same boat. You aren't alone. But yes I hope for a peaceful exit

 

[synthetic_suicide]

Thanks for writing this

 

[SVEN]

Always with me.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

From the time you get up to the time you go back to sleep, if you can sleep that is.

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

Not even hell, the next thing…

 

[Vivir_O_No]

chronic illness is living in pain all the time

chronic illness is living in a different world of darkness that no one else can see

chronic illness is becoming a prisoner in your own body

chronic illness is wondering if it's better to forget what it was like to be healthy

chronic illness is watching yourself fall behind your peers

chronic illness is not wanting to die but being unable to live

chronic illness is living in a place between life and death that should not exist

Chronic illness is being too sick to live and but sick enough to die

Chronic illness is a problem with no answers

Chronic illness is the end of all hope

Chronic illness is watching your life descend to a quality of living so low it seems impossible you are still alive

Please God, grant me death, have mercy on me, don't let me suffer anymore

Pure agony.