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idoticbrainstorming
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- Jul 9, 2024
- 5
Now adays all I ever feel is embarrassed or angry or numb. It exhausting. I want to kill my self every time I feel embarrassed. I can't deal with it. I want to die everytime anything goes even slightly out of plan. I want to stop talking to people. It's so exhausting. I mean it's the college holidays and tomorrow is the last day Ive got planned to see my friends. After than I'm going to cut off stop responding online to everyone who I'm not planned to see during the holidays and just spend as much time alone as possible. That way there's so much less embarrassment and maybe I'll feel better mentally without that constant embarrassment.