Christmas thoughts

[suicide_vamp]

Is there anything else like Christmas to make suicidal people even more suicidal, the loneliness, the pressure, the realisation that compared to billions on this planet you are alien and don't belong.
I hate it all so much and after a shit year I wonder is there any point to anything.
Just a Xmas rant x being the unknown quantity.

 

[Woolf]

Bah Humbug! Have hated Christmas since I was a kid. The older I get the more I hate it.

 

[Mirrory Me]

I recommend that you go outside for a walk, e.g. in a public place to eat something good. :>

 

[FuneralCry]

Christmas is just commercialised toxic positivity, I don't get why people make such a big deal about it and it's irritating how they do. I don't see anything "happy" about having the ability to exist in this world that is filled with endless suffering anyway.

 

[gu1klh]

It's a nightmare for me too. I always feel way too lonely watching all Christians connect with their people and sing with them and all that, while my family hates each other and isn't even Christan so we never celebrate in the first place. Especially lonely if you got a boyfriend who is Christan and busy with his family the whole day, while he also the only person who doesn't judge you from your family so basically my only safe place. Today I had to be lonely the whole day, while he is probably having a good time with his family, eating, singing and dancing.
I don't blame him, even though it might sound like it. I'm just blaming our society for making people think that it has to be a special thing. Like, you get what I mean? Everyone thinks that christmas is so special because you have to be with your people and it leaves us, who either have no one or arent celebrating, just kinda lonely. That's what I hate about it. Just that feeling of loneliness because it feels like you shouldn't be alone