Choosing to not leave a suicide note

[mutagen5577]

I choose not to leave a suicide note because I read that it almost always provides no benefit. I think that by not leaving a note, my family will think I was being impulsive and irrational during my final moments. That's fine. Whatever helps them rationalize the situation. I don't have much remorse for leaving them because I am so miserable and just want my suffering to end. But hopefully they end up okay.

 

[not_a_robot]

I think it's fine. I won't leave one either., because it feels like continuing trying to communicate with a world that never heard a fucking word I said when I was alive. By the time you're ready to CBT, is there really anything left to say anyway?

Good luck, I hope it is peaceful for you.

 

[crimea_river]

I agree, I feel that I've outlined my thought processes whilst I had breath in my body anyway and unsurprisingly, I've been listened to and not heard.

I don't see the point in attempting to articulate in a 'note' what's already been said anyway.

 

[andy69]

I wrote a note to my ex partner. He broke my heart two months ago when he found someone else. I just can't go on living without him. I wrote him a letter saying that I was sorry for hurting him and driving him away. I have scheduled it to send to him in September. Maybe it's a bad decision.

 

[Severen]

I wrote a note to my ex partner. He broke my heart two months ago when he found someone else. I just can't go on living without him. I wrote him a letter saying that I was sorry for hurting him and driving him away. I have scheduled it to send to him in September. Maybe it's a bad decision.

Depends. If he is a sociopath, he'll probably just laugh his off while reading it. If he is not, then of course, he will feel sad.

 

[andy69]

Depends. If he is a sociopath, he'll probably just laugh his off while reading it. If he is not, then of course, he will feel sad.

I didn't think about him laughing. He probably would with his family and friends. I think I will take it down.

 

[Severen]

I didn't think about him laughing. He probably would with his family and friends. I think I will take it down.

Sorry to hear that. One of the reasons, I plan on CTBing in a way, nobody will know about it is so that I can deny satisfaction for all the sick people who were in my life.

 

[ProntoFim]

yes i feel there is nothing to be said, the silence of my absence is enough. I've been having trouble communicating anything anyway because of my mental condition, saying nothing is the way to go.