I'm pretty sure that most people would use N if they had that option available for them. Those with N are very lucky, it sounds like the best way to ctb. I think that people choose painful methods basically as they have limited access to methods and all that they want is to be gone. Many are likely very desperate.The society does everything to try to force people to live and people are denied methods like N, so they basically have no choice but to resort to horrible and risky methods to be able to be free from this life. Suicide really shouldn't be so stigmatised, none of us should have to suffer so much as we leave this world. It's just so cruel and unfair how people want to take away methods. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone.