LilGhost
Shark
- Apr 8, 2026
- 158
Question: How painful is dying from heart attack can possibly be?
ouch. I can't really take a deep breath and feel like I can barely breath at all, my chest aches, and I feel the bs of "elephant sitting on the chest". I drink lots of energy drinks and it's not the first time I have the "oh shit. They were right. The finally promised heart attack is here" but it usually disappears after I somehow falling asleep
So I don't think I am in danger yet. But I am thinking of going to nearest gas station (it's night) to buy more, mb smoke smth, I don't think I have any alco in my fridge anymore tho…. But I do have bunch of different antidepressants I stopped taking at some point as well as some meds (it should increase my heart rate cause I stopped taking them months ago. Oh also my heart is kinda built wrong, I don't remember wtf is wrong with it, I just kinda remember getting diagnosed with it wrong structure, which ig increases my chances
Regardless…. I am thinking if it's worth it to try to put more exercise on my heart to cause its failure. If anyone done it, knows anything about it?
Am I going stupid cause I can't really focus due to heart ache?
ouch. I can't really take a deep breath and feel like I can barely breath at all, my chest aches, and I feel the bs of "elephant sitting on the chest". I drink lots of energy drinks and it's not the first time I have the "oh shit. They were right. The finally promised heart attack is here" but it usually disappears after I somehow falling asleep
So I don't think I am in danger yet. But I am thinking of going to nearest gas station (it's night) to buy more, mb smoke smth, I don't think I have any alco in my fridge anymore tho…. But I do have bunch of different antidepressants I stopped taking at some point as well as some meds (it should increase my heart rate cause I stopped taking them months ago. Oh also my heart is kinda built wrong, I don't remember wtf is wrong with it, I just kinda remember getting diagnosed with it wrong structure, which ig increases my chances
Regardless…. I am thinking if it's worth it to try to put more exercise on my heart to cause its failure. If anyone done it, knows anything about it?
Am I going stupid cause I can't really focus due to heart ache?
