Checking out soon!

[depressionkills]

Hi,

Long story short:

Been struggeling with severe panic disorder and social anxiety combined with hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating) for the last 10 years.

This has made life a living hell. Drove me into a SEVERE depression for the last 3 years. Medicine didnt work.

2020 started off good, was getting a little better. But COVID-19 caused me financial ruin, loss of job, and breakup with the love of my life.

Also, regrets about the past has recently caught up with me.The pain is horrible.

I think im ending it at the end of August.

Plan is simple. Im going with partial suspension hanging, combined with a cocktail of drugs and alcohol to make me pass out into hanging.

Will update when the time come.

 

[TheSoulless]

Sorry to hear it has come to this. Hope you find the best solution for you.

 

[Greenberg]

I hope you find the peace that you seek.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I'm really sorry you're facing this. But you're not alone. I hope you know you're cared for.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

I have a little hyper-hydrosis, mainly hands, feet and back (but it's profuse, like dripping, lots of people are like 'so what you sweat' but I'm dripping all the time!!!)
It's horrible, I feel ya (i think), my end date is late august too. Lemme know if you want me to PM you (I leave my profile locked)

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I'm so sorry it all went downhill. Fuck
COVID

 

[whywere]

My heart goes out to you. You are NOT alone. Peace be with you.

 

[Unspoken]

Im planning to checkout early august. We are using the same method down to the drugs/alcohol. I wish you the best of luck with whatever you decide.

 

[depressionkills]

Update: I have now bought the rope and 1 liter of vodka. I have also gotten the drugs I need. Everything is packed in a backpack and I am ready. Found the place to do it also.

I really hope that the combo with alcohol and drugs will make me pass out and/or remove survival instinct somewhat...

Will 500mg propanolol and 1gr seroquel mixed with 1L of vodka make me pass out? Should I take the drugs in any specific timeframe?

End of August is the time...

 

[depressionkills]

Last month of my life starting! Could anyone help me with the drug and alcohol combo mentioned above? Is it enough to make me pass out or remove SI slightly??

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I hope you find peace

 

[Pan]

Hi,

Long story short:

Been struggeling with severe panic disorder and social anxiety combined with hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating) for the last 10 years.

This has made life a living hell. Drove me into a SEVERE depression for the last 3 years. Medicine didnt work.

2020 started off good, was getting a little better. But COVID-19 caused me financial ruin, loss of job, and breakup with the love of my life.

Also, regrets about the past has recently caught up with me.The pain is horrible.

I think im ending it at the end of August.

Plan is simple. Im going with partial suspension hanging, combined with a cocktail of drugs and alcohol to make me pass out into hanging.

Will update when the time come.

You are leaving at the right time; an apocalypse is looming up over us, it is only a matter of time before the approach of a new, dark age. This has as much to do with my catching the bus earlier than intended.

 

[depressionkills]

Alright, got the date ready. It will be night to August 31, about 02:00. Location: local gravesite (doubt any people there at night).

 

[BipolarGuy]

Hi,

Long story short:

Been struggeling with severe panic disorder and social anxiety combined with hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating) for the last 10 years.

This has made life a living hell. Drove me into a SEVERE depression for the last 3 years. Medicine didnt work.

2020 started off good, was getting a little better. But COVID-19 caused me financial ruin, loss of job, and breakup with the love of my life.

Also, regrets about the past has recently caught up with me.The pain is horrible.

I think im ending it at the end of August.

Plan is simple. Im going with partial suspension hanging, combined with a cocktail of drugs and alcohol to make me pass out into hanging.

Will update when the time come.

Ok let me tell you that hyperhydrosis is treatable.

I had palmar hyperhydrosis quite badly but I started taking a medication and I now don't have it at all.