
Insomniac
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- May 21, 2021
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Did you know her story? She was legally euthanasied in Belgium recently at the age of 23.
She was suffering from severe PTSD due to a terrorist attack in an aeroport in Belgium or France.
I'm happy for her. She found peace at last.
But I can't believe my ears. The reason of her suicide is so sad. Almost sadder than if it was lifelong depression because actual people did that to her when she was 17. She never recovered mentally from the terrorist attack even if she was unharmed.
PTSD really isn't a joke guys. Just the other day, I almost got into a fatal car accident because of a mistake I made and ever since, I have been having VIOLENT and terrifying flashbacks non stop. Before that, I didn't know that ptsd flashbacks could be so frightening. Your heart violently jumps and your mind keeps showing the same image over and over again and you keep blaming yourself for not having been able to foresee and prevent the acciden.
I think PTSD is when your brain absolutely cannot forgive you for failing to avoid the traumatic event. At least, that's how it's been even since the near fatal accident (and my sister almost died because of me).
Honestly, depression feels more comfortable than this shit at least.
I'm so sorry, beautiful Chanti.
She was suffering from severe PTSD due to a terrorist attack in an aeroport in Belgium or France.
I'm happy for her. She found peace at last.
But I can't believe my ears. The reason of her suicide is so sad. Almost sadder than if it was lifelong depression because actual people did that to her when she was 17. She never recovered mentally from the terrorist attack even if she was unharmed.
PTSD really isn't a joke guys. Just the other day, I almost got into a fatal car accident because of a mistake I made and ever since, I have been having VIOLENT and terrifying flashbacks non stop. Before that, I didn't know that ptsd flashbacks could be so frightening. Your heart violently jumps and your mind keeps showing the same image over and over again and you keep blaming yourself for not having been able to foresee and prevent the acciden.
I think PTSD is when your brain absolutely cannot forgive you for failing to avoid the traumatic event. At least, that's how it's been even since the near fatal accident (and my sister almost died because of me).
Honestly, depression feels more comfortable than this shit at least.
I'm so sorry, beautiful Chanti.
