Change of methods, I will go with SN this week

[LastBitOfJoy]

I posted a thread a week ago that says I will ctb with partial hanging tonight. Well, I couldn't find a perfect time and my plan was poorly, and also hanging disgusted me somehow.

I read about SN and I found it to be a great method other than the chances of vomiting, I will use mirtazapine for that. I am at a place where I can find SN fortunately.

I am honestly so ready to go, I fucked everything up in my life and some of those things were already fucked up from the beginning. I didn't deserve this much unfairness, fuck you life, if you don't give me anything you can't get anything from me no more.

 

[Argo]

You're not in the US , are you? I'm in the US and I'm looking for fresh SN. Mine is 5 years old and has been unsealed once in a non-airtight container, so it's unfortunately too risky for me to use. Would really appreciate any information about acquiring in the US.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering, best of luck.

 

[Unknown21]

I am also thinking about using mitrazpine instead of benzos, but most say that it is something necessary, like antiemetics. Benzos are hard to come by

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I am also thinking about using mitrazpine instead of benzos, but most say that it is something necessary, like antiemetics. Benzos are hard to come by

Anything that has been used in regimens before like Mitrazpine will help.

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

You're not in the US , are you? I'm in the US and I'm looking for fresh SN. Mine is 5 years old and has been unsealed once in a non-airtight container, so it's unfortunately too risky for me to use. Would really appreciate any information about acquiring in the US.

I'm outside of the US, I consider myself lucky in finding SN as I read people struggle to find it, I will pick SN tomorrow from a chemical corporation. It says %99 purity which from what I read is enough.

I have no information about US unfortunately, I hope you find your way to get it there.

I am also thinking about using mitrazpine instead of benzos, but most say that it is something necessary, like antiemetics. Benzos are hard to come by

I can't find antiemetics as well, mirtazapine has some antiemetic properties and also has sedative effects, I will try it with long fasting and resisting to urge to vomit.

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

Where did you get SN? I hope you don't mind if I'm asking you this question.

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

Where did you get SN? I hope you don't mind if I'm asking you this question.

In Turkey. I didn't get it yet but I will pick it up from the chemical corporation probably tomorrow.