Natbee
Member
- Oct 22, 2025
- 85
I live in North Brisbane and I've been off-line for quite awhile
Somehow the government is trying to block us here in Australia from accessing sanction suicide. I've been spending a lot of time with my family lately just enjoying their company and being with them. I've made everything in order, my will is in order.
For months, I've been telling my Case Manager and my psychiatrist through the public health system that I'm not okay. They tell me to go on a holiday and that being in hospital is not what I need.
I've reached a point in my life where I'm settled with leaving. I can't live with this pain forever always being anxious always being depressed always feeling like the world is looking down on me.
I have begged the Hospital to help. I've told them so many times my med's are not working. I don't feel well but they just disregard my letters. Emails phone calls so now I'm just gonna say nothing and just fade away.
I have so many other medical issues that are not being addressed. I'm in pain every single day and they just don't care.
So maybe if I take myself out of the equation, everyone will be better off without me
Advice, I won't feel like a failure everyday, I will be gone away from all the pain
Goodnight Brisbane
Somehow the government is trying to block us here in Australia from accessing sanction suicide. I've been spending a lot of time with my family lately just enjoying their company and being with them. I've made everything in order, my will is in order.
For months, I've been telling my Case Manager and my psychiatrist through the public health system that I'm not okay. They tell me to go on a holiday and that being in hospital is not what I need.
I've reached a point in my life where I'm settled with leaving. I can't live with this pain forever always being anxious always being depressed always feeling like the world is looking down on me.
I have begged the Hospital to help. I've told them so many times my med's are not working. I don't feel well but they just disregard my letters. Emails phone calls so now I'm just gonna say nothing and just fade away.
I have so many other medical issues that are not being addressed. I'm in pain every single day and they just don't care.
So maybe if I take myself out of the equation, everyone will be better off without me
Advice, I won't feel like a failure everyday, I will be gone away from all the pain
Goodnight Brisbane
