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JB1999

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As thread title says, today is going to be my day. I'll be going out with SN, and will be taking it as soon as my roommate leaves for work in about 3 1/2 hours. I'll update again closer too, and again after I take my SN
 
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esse_est_percipi

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Peace and luck friend.
 
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lonelygirl66

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So your room mate is going to find you.
 
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This is the fierce last stand of all I am
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Sending you love and strength my friend. How are you feeling?

 
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Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
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Wishing you a peaceful journey :heart:
 
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Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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All the best JB, fly high like my avatar. Say hello to the other side for me.
 
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I hope you are really ready and you are in peace with your decision. I am always sad when a member want to leave but I wish you all the best.
 
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Sinai Silence

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All the best in your travels, I hope you have a safe journey. :heart:
 
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I remember when all this will be again
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Hope you are feeling peaceful xx
 
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Maybe there is a hope!
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Let your ultimate journey be peaceful.
 
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existence is a nightmare
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safe travels my friend :heart:
 
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Tigeress Lost

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Jul 30, 2020
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My Friend
I Wish You A Peaceful Journey See You Soon On The Other Side

Peace & Hugs :hug:
 
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JB1999

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Took some tylenol and advil a half hour ago, and just took my antacid. Mixing the SN now, Three doses, all 25 grams in about 50 ml of water
 
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I'ma jump ship now before I sink slow
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Took some tylenol and advil a half hour ago, and just took my antacid. Mixing the SN now, Three doses, all 25 grams in about 50 ml of water
How are you feeling? Scared? At peace?
 
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JB1999

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Just taste tested from my mixing spoon. It's definitely salty, but not awful
 
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Smudgedlines

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I wish you peace in whatever decision you make
 
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JB1999

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How are you feeling? Scared? At peace?

Little nervous, wouldn't say I'm scared though, definitely starting to feel at peace. I have a beautiful rendition of Samuel Barbers Adagio for strings that I plan on playing while I slip out. It has always been my favourite piece from him, and brings me a deep sense of inner peace and acceptance.
 
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Safe voyages, friend.
 
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DyingAlf

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Aug 22, 2020
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I hope it goes smoothly & that you find peace but remember that we will welcome you back with open arms if it fails or you change your mind.
 
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Lotharius

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Good luck to you friend, may you find peace.
 
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JB1999

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took my first cup and had some chocolate to mask the taste. It was a lot stronger than on the spoon. almost had trouble swallowing. Have my vomit bucket just in case
 
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JB1999

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Heart is beating a little fast, but idk if its from the nerves or the SN yet
 
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bravotess

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I'ma jump ship now before I sink slow
Aug 8, 2020
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You are really brave. I hope you find peace.
 
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Lotharius

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We are here with you buddy
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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it's always sad to see someone go. Take care, adágio for strings is a beautiful song.
 
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JB1999

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my nails are starting to go purple, so i assume it's working slowly. havent vomited yet. few more minutes and ill log so i can enjoy my last few moments
 
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Wish you zero pain
 
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