I have been considering this for awhile now. My life is hell. I'm afraid of failing. I'm getting desperate!
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Sorry that life has come to this. You can choose to reconsider CTB anytime if you need to.
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
We don't encourage people to take their lives here. Sorry.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,275
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I also fear failing ctb, it is the main thing that is holding me back. I think for me personally I would only ctb if I felt certain that it would succeed. It is a cruel world we live in where we are denied the option to end our suffering in a peaceful and reliable way. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Baatz
Member
- Mar 16, 2022
- 15
fastlife
Student
- Jan 21, 2022
- 183
rationaltake
I'm rocking it - in another universe
- Sep 28, 2021
- 2,707
My mother passed away followed right after by putting my dog down followed right after by losing my life time job, then my vehicle, then found my girlfriend cheating on me. Now Im homeless, hungry, can't wash my clothes and now I've came down with some health issues. I really don't want to die but I've lost all hope. i see no value in myself
Shu
As above, So Below.
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Shu
As above, So Below.
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mandyjohnuk
Specialist
- Jul 6, 2021
- 388
You can open up to us about anything here. There's always someone here even if it's to say hi at stupid o'clock in the morning. Be safe. Be happy my friend.
mandyjohnuk
Specialist
- Jul 6, 2021
- 388
No worries my friend. There have been some dark times in the world recently. Sounds like things have been dark with you too. Maybe it's just me but remain optimistic. Good things could happen for you again.
There probably is some. it just seems exhausting. Crazy how ending your life can seem more convenient then seeking help. I feel no desire to get any help
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Judy Garland
HoHum
- Mar 23, 2022
- 826
I was homeless before. I won't ever be homeless again because if it happens again, I'm marching right to the woods and that'll be it. Homelessness is not easy by any means. And here in the US social services can make you jump through a lot of hoops to get assistance. And if anyone is wondering, only 1% OF ALL taxes go to public assistance, not 1% of YOUR taxes from your paycheck but from ALL....meaning probably a penny or a haypenny (half penny) actually goes to social services/PA/Welfare/Medicaid etc. from your actual paycheck. Shocking, but true. I used to hear throughout my entire life by my family and others complain and complain when they hear someone is on public assistance or Medicaid etc. They act like the money is coming right from their pocket but it's really not...it's all going to slush funds/politicians/etc.
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It's tough. We also have a housing crisis in Niagara where you cant even get a 1 bedroom dungeon for less then $1500+ a month. As far as assistance go for a single male. they offer you 560$ a month.. if youre a single mom with kids you get $1200 plus 650$ per kid a month in baby bonus
Judy Garland
HoHum
- Mar 23, 2022
- 826
That's just like here in the states, single males are really discriminated against and only get about 300 a month total...while families get more per child etc. It's sickening because there are people who literally say their job is to have children and collect Public Assistance. The little money that does go to Social Services is gamed by these people.
deathbydragon
take me with you
- Mar 17, 2022
- 189
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
300$ for what? Social security?
Also if you look for temp agencies you can maybe get by that way. When I was homeless in denver the temp agency came and picked us up everyday for work from the shelter called The Mission I was making 17$ an hour flagging.
Baatz
Member
- Mar 16, 2022
- 15
Man I'm sorry. Do you have any other family or close friends you can rely on for help? Sounds like you're dealing with everything at once and having a person or two that can help makes all the difference.
jimmy7754
I just want to be myself again
- Dec 15, 2021
- 508
I feel your pain.. this is almost how it happen to me.. and why I'm here.. not homeless though but barely hanging on.
I literally... have no one anymore.. and I mean.. NOT 1 SINGLE PERSON
Thank you. Jobs are tough in my area right now and with this massive brain fog its hard to function. I havent stepped out of bed in a week
Failed life worried I'll fail ctb too
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Damn... it sounds like you're having a really tough time at the moment.
To an extent, I can relate. I've also failed at life... I'm 38, unemployed and living in supported accommodation for the homeless.
I hope things improve for you soon, I know what it's like to feel hopeless and worthless. Feel free to message me if you need to vent or talk.
Al_stargate
I was once a pretty angel
- Mar 4, 2022
- 743
Sorry man, about all the shit you're going through. Try not to give up, easier said than done of course but things can turn around. Wish you well!
Pain In The Ass
Wizard
- Feb 10, 2022
- 638
are the health issues fixable? everything else you mention, although they sound very painful, are things that can ease and improve with time - but seemingly unfixable health issues are what brought me here
It's a fucking crime. So sorry abt all the horror you're going through. Been through a few of the above, incl. the cheating gf. Two actually. Wish I could get back the orgasms I gave them. Guess they just wanted a microdick. More like a fat wallet. Who knows. Felt crushed. Took a lot to rebound, but it really does take a ton out of you. At least there are people on here who hear you and have been through shit or are more likely going through it at same time you are.
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