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DeusVult

DeusVult

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Aug 18, 2024
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I'm at a psych ward, got many razors hidden away, I've been cutting whenever I get the urge, currently bleeding on my arm. I like to watch the blood flow. If they found out I'd be moved to a higher security wing of the ward :( so nobody rat on me 🤫

How's everyone else doing?
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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can you censor your images, please? it may be triggering for people with self harm urges.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

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Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
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Gotta ask, how did you sneak razors in?
 
DeusVult

DeusVult

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Aug 18, 2024
74
Gotta ask, how did you sneak razors in?
I got regular sized big razors and tiny razors. You can get tiny ones from taking apart a shaving razor with 3-5 blades. I put them inside my socks, inside any pockets on clothing, etc. and my shoes happen to have something a kin to pockets on the inside where I could fit the big razors.
 
BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
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What country are you in? That just sounds way too easy whenever I've gone to psych ward they strip search me making me wear anti ligature clothing and grippy socks and use a metal detector wand and check your belongings too making it much harder to sneak anything in
 
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DeusVult

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Aug 18, 2024
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What country are you in? That just sounds way too easy whenever I've gone to psych ward they strip search me making me wear anti ligature clothing and grippy socks and use a metal detector wand and check your belongings too making it much harder to sneak anything in
Here they just check your bag by going through it by hand. Plus I somehow ended up in the wing for non-suicidal people so I actually didn't get searched at all this time. In terms of clothes you can wear whatever they just take away your belt and maybe shoe laces. Sadly no grippy socks at all :(
 
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DeusVult

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Aug 18, 2024
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I told my doctor I'm having bad thoughts today, and she disregarded me and told me to go for a walk or something. So I cut myself a bunch of times.
 
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mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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I told my doctor I'm having bad thoughts today, and she disregarded me and told me to go for a walk or something. So I cut myself a bunch of times.
thats the thing no doctors ever take people seriously until they do something bad, most doctors ive been to just want me to piss off and not try to help me it seems.
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
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I told my doctor I'm having bad thoughts today, and she disregarded me and told me to go for a walk or something. So I cut myself a bunch of times.
wow what a great service.

Seriously though, that's like cheesy mental health PSA poster levels of advice. Are you still in there? I noticed this post was from 3 weeks ago so I was curious cause wouldn't they eventually notice the accumulating barcode?
 
DeusVult

DeusVult

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Aug 18, 2024
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Are you still in there? I noticed this post was from 3 weeks ago so I was curious cause wouldn't they eventually notice the accumulating barcode?
No, I left a few days later, because I felt I was being treated badly. But now my depression relapsed again and I wish I was at a psych ward, idk what to do.
 

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