I'm weak... I won't make it, it seems like I'll never die or it will take a long time (I'm already 23 years old and it still seems to be a long time away).
I know that anything can happen at any time, but I can't... I don't want to miss my friends and family anymore :(
I'm sorry friend. It seems you're lonely and that's one of the worst feelings one can experience.
If you don't mind me asking, but what happened to your friends and family?
I'm sorry if it's inappropriate to ask. You don't need to answer if you don't want to.
We have more reliable methods on your resources thread. But please, don't rush things. If you're grieving the loss of someone, know that as much as this feeling is utterly painful, you might still have a chance to live on.
Please consider recovery if you can. The end of other person's life doesn't need to be the end of your life. They live on, with you.
But this is just my suggestion for you. Its ultimately your decision.
I wish you the best. Be well.