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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
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I currently live alone with my little sister who is a minor because our dad is an alcoholic and have his how house and my mom has been hospitalised for 5 months now in a different country.

I can't wait for her to get back so I can leave in peace. I have everything set up, my rope, my anchor. Everything.

The wait is such a torture. All I can do is suffer everyday and meditate on how to handle the pain/discomfort of hanging before passing.

What a life I swear.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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This life really is so awful, I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that this life is unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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me to
[can't wait to hang myself

 
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